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January 2009 Blog Posts (87)

Day 2

OK, so I'm not going to post what I eat everyday, I am going to keep a private food journal.

Its about being aware of what goes into my mouth... sort of like setting up a house hold budget. I am hoping it will become second nature after awhile to wake up and eat my breakfast, it isn't now.

it was almost 3 before I ate anything today and then I went to a buffet with my daughter.. I know, what a loser.. 2nd day of diet and she falls off the wagon... but I didn't, not… Continue

Added by JustDee on January 13, 2009 at 8:15pm — 3 Comments

Whats love got to do with it?

Where do you go when your heart is broken? Who do you turn to? What if the person you would usually turn to, is the person who has broken your heart?

How do you recover from something like that? To put your faith, love and trust in someone, only to have them stomp on it and make you feel like you aren't worth the air it takes to fill your lungs.

Seriously, how do you recover after something like that? I don't know if I could. I don't know if I would. No, I would and I… Continue

Added by JustDee on January 13, 2009 at 12:18pm — 2 Comments

Day 1.... only 546 more to go...

day 1 of program:

weight:260

work out: 20 min

Food: breakfast- fruit salad

lunch: lean cuisine chicken panini (330 cal)

Dinner: Ruby Tuesdays- Salad (mescaline mix, mushrooms, cherry tomatos,1 tsp sunflower seeds, zucchini, croutons, 4 tbls dressing)

Turkey burger (no bread)1 slice of swiss cheese, 1/8 of an avocado ( YUMMY)

Water-32 oz

So today was my first day of eating better and all in all, I did ok.

I woke up late, so I didn't have… Continue

Added by JustDee on January 12, 2009 at 11:30pm — 1 Comment

My Brother Yelled At Me

I got lost today coming home from Long Beach. Well, not really lost. I was preoccupied and missed my turn. Ended up taking the long way home. Normally I wouldn't have minded, but I needed gas and there weren't any gas stations in the immediate area. Needless to say I arrived home in one piece.

My brother yelled at me last night when he got home. I had spent the evening with Mom at her apartment and it hadn't been a good night. He asked me how she was and I told him she was confused. She… Continue

Added by Dunleavy on January 12, 2009 at 11:24pm — 1 Comment

I want to know your reasons for leaving LV channels up

Hey -

Today I went to leave a comment on Petyalfieburgers latest vid. Directly below me was a porn spam with 3 vignettes. The first two were your usual fare - the 3rd was a yellow lab screwing a woman.

I've heard talk of young girls being in the live rooms too.

I wonder at this point how I can justify keeping my content on that site.

I want to know your reasons.

Is it all nostalgia at this point?

Is it pride?

I would feel really shitty about walking away from… Continue

Added by flophousepoodle on January 12, 2009 at 10:51pm — 8 Comments

Lessons in Ironing or The Mister Green Jeans Incident

When I was about 4 or 5 years old I watched the Captain Kangaroo Show religiously. No Mister Rogers for me. As an adult I discovered the charm of Mister Rogers, but as a kid I needed more action; jingling keys, Dancing Bears, falling ping pong balls, and such. I really liked Mister Green Jeans too. I can't even remember why now. Perhaps I dug his colorful dungarees.

One day Mom bought a package of Oscar Meyer Wieners for lunch. Inside was a free plastic hand puppet. Since my brothers… Continue

Added by JoAnn on January 12, 2009 at 8:00pm — 1 Comment

Am I a real girl?

Who the hell am I? I sure don't know, I wonder if I ever knew.

First I was a daughter and a sister. Later, I became a friend and a lover and later still a wife and mother. Each of those rolls came with a set of instructions, a way I was supposed to be and feel so I never had to put to much thought into what I wanted or how I felt.

As a the oldest daughter and sister, I became the stand in for my mother. One time in particular, my mother took a short "emotional vacation"… Continue

Added by JustDee on January 11, 2009 at 10:36pm — 4 Comments

A friend needs a prayer.

Torigirl35's Mom had a heart attack. Please send a prayer or a positive
thought.
Thanks,
Kevin

Added by photo2010 on January 11, 2009 at 8:12pm — 3 Comments

SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD.....

The truth about Roni, she’s a sweet ol’ girl
About the sweetest little girl in the whole wide world
She’ll make the toughest homeboy fall deep in love
Said once you had a Roni you will never give her up
She’s a special kind of girl that makes her daddy feel proud
You know the kinda girl that stands out in crowds
Found a tenderoni and the Roni is so right
I think I’m gonna love her for the rest of my life

Added by PrincessEricasWorld on January 10, 2009 at 7:18pm — 1 Comment

In the beginning....

It was on July 30,1963 that I breathed my first breath...45 1/2 years later... I'm still waiting to exhale.

LOL... in my mind I have been writing my life story throughout my life and when ever anything big happens, I rename the book and come up with a new first sentence.

So you have all just witnessed the first line of my auto biography, what did you think?

How do people do this, just poor themselves into these things? Let's see, just to chronicle where I am at… Continue

Added by JustDee on January 10, 2009 at 12:00pm — 2 Comments

I resolve to....

So lets see, for my second act, lets see if I can keep it light and airy.

Life is OK. I don't really like where I am, but I think I am going to like where I am going. I have decided that I am not going to just go with the "flow" any longer, just trying to navigate around what life throws at me. This year I am going to "create" the life that I want to live.

I have decided to use this blog to keep myself real and to have a "journal" if you well of my… Continue

Added by JustDee on January 10, 2009 at 8:30am — 3 Comments

Stick Bagels, Cosmic Laws Regarding Bagels, A Pile of Shit and Craft Night

Some days are harder than others. What seems to be starting as a good day suddenly takes a turn downhill and leaves me wondering what the hell happened.

Looking back, I can see the signs. Stupid little things which really mean nothing by themselves. But when you're busy and trying to keep your head above water, all it takes is one little thing to start you sinking below water level.

We have an everything stick bagel at work. It's a bagel, shaped as a stick with sesame seeds, poppy… Continue

Added by Dunleavy on January 10, 2009 at 12:52am — No Comments

Hello I'm new Here

Can someone show where the bathrooms are?

Added by JohnAintWright on January 9, 2009 at 11:55pm — 4 Comments

CIVILIZATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Howdy everyone, Buliwif here with more nonsense to think about.

So the other day the Shadow posted a blog about paradoxes of humanity. This got me thinking about a large human paradox that has always fascinated me.... The paradox called human "civilization"

Wiktionary defines "Civilization" as 1 - Human society, or the system of society whose facilities are understood. 2 - The act or process of civilizing or becoming civilized. 3 - The state or quality of being… Continue

Added by Buliwif on January 9, 2009 at 7:46pm — 1 Comment

Is LV Dead Again?

It seems that I cannot get into www.livevideo.com... " the page you were looking for cannot be found.."

thats what I am getting..

Can you peeps?

Dont know if my internet provider has BLOCKED it for good or what..

Oh No!

Hope NOT!

How about you?

ahh..hmmm..

I DONT KNOW..

when LV goes down..I went down as well..

I feel wrecked and all..(crazy!)

I think I have gone nuts..LOL

LV is like… Continue

Added by ferdz ines on January 9, 2009 at 3:30pm — 6 Comments

Things I would have said if I knew you were leaving:

So, this is going to be my first blog entry and I thought I would keep it light and airy but I have a lot on my mind these last few weeks, most of which have to do with my dad.

My dad passed away a few years ago and I miss him terribly. I still go to pick up the phone when something goes right or wrong in my life, he is still the first person I want to talk to. He always made me feel like he loved me the most (I had 2 sisters and 2 brothers). My dad was no saint, in fact, he was a… Continue

Added by JustDee on January 9, 2009 at 4:00am — 3 Comments

southern survey

i stole this from dezz.

1. Have you ever gone muddin'? Yes

2. Have you ever lived on a dirt/gravel road? yup

3. Ever been swimming in a lake or river? Yes

4. Ever been to a bonfire party? Yes

5. Have you ever driven a tractor? Not By myself

6. Have you ever been on a horse? yep!

7. Ford or Chevy? not too picky

8. Kissed someone in a pick up? YES

9.… Continue

Added by kateybella on January 9, 2009 at 12:06am — No Comments

Inspector Lynley mysteries

I love the Inspector Lynley mysteries on PBS. I subscribe to Netflix and have almost watched all of them now. Some of them I've even watched twice.

For some reason I really enjoy the characters. I love a good mystery or thriller. Inspector Lynley comes from the upper class but doesn't like people to know it. He works hard, is good at what he does and occassionally comes across as arrogant. His partner is his opposite. Havers comes from the working class and also works hard. Because she… Continue

Added by Dunleavy on January 8, 2009 at 12:45am — 2 Comments

the cracks on the floor

Hidden beneath the

cracks on the floor

are all that I fear,

all that I buried a long

time ago

As the sunlight creeps into the

cracks beneath my feet

my breath is taken

away

My body freezes as the

cracks seem to get

bigger and the sunlight gets brighter

what will I become

a shell???

I feel so empty yet

as the fears become my

realities my body refuses to

take in anymore

My mind is hungry for the… Continue

Added by jessicapeanut on January 7, 2009 at 7:30am — 1 Comment