Whats love got to do with it?

[JustDee]

Where do you go when your heart is broken? Who do you turn to? What if the person you would usually turn to, is the person who has broken your heart?

How do you recover from something like that? To put your faith, love and trust in someone, only to have them stomp on it and make you feel like you aren't worth the air it takes to fill your lungs.

Seriously, how do you recover after something like that? I don't know if I could. I don't know if I would. No, I would and I will.

I am not who you made me out to be, I am not the bossy, self serving, screeching witch you believe me to be. If any of that describes me, its because of you, what you have brought me to. I am not cold and over bearing, I am warm and loving. I am not a humorless void with no personality, I am funny and full of life. I am not and will not be who you tried to make me out to be, that is your shit, not mine.

I will not allow you to color the rest of my life, I will not continue to see myself through your eyes. I have eyes of my own and if I am going to be a reflection of anything, it will be what I see when I look in the mirror.

I want to hate you for what you make me feel about myself, but I can't. Really I feel sad for you because I realize that it is your soul that is sour. You couldn't stand to see me happy or laughing, my joy was your pain, my love a poison to you. How sad, how really sad when we could have had it all, when you could have had everything I had to offer, how sad that you would decide to hate me instead.

[Dunleavy]

I don't even know you and I have to say I'm proud of you for standing up for yourself. Sometimes we give people power over our lives which we shouldn't give. I'm sorry for your pain but I know that in time, you'll be stronger because of everything you've had to go through.

[Pypermarru1]

What a powerful blog/statement. You are clearly on a new path of some sort. Good on ya. Your blogs are incredible....I am glad you have joined the ark and have energized the blog.