June 2011 Blog Posts (9)

How social networking can help us to save our own lives.  --> e-Patients Website

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and what we would do

or if ya wanna go their

what we already have done…

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Yep,

 

I just keep going around in circles.  I can't help myself it seems.  I think I am ok one minute and in the next minute I fall apart. Maybe I still just have to much time on my hands to think about things.. maybe.. .I don't know.. can't wait for counseling to start...

Right well firstly thanks to all who are taking part, commenting etc on the 30 second vids. Great to see so many cool videos on the Ark.

 

Secondly I'm slighty stuck with a viewing problem right now. I'm using acomputer where I'm currently living cos I have no wi-fi access to use mine but for some reason videos won't play. I'm using a guest account so can't install the necessary things as I don't have the admin permissions.

 

So I will be catching up with watching…

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Just to emphasize i have a "schoolboy crush" on skylar grey LOL

 

Every word has a shade of grey

and theres not much more that I can say

some say to move on with life

yet others say to simply pray

yet I go through life in my own way

sometimes I run and hide

at other points I sit and play

yet every word that I say

somewhere deep theres a shade of grey

OK, 

so I have been blogging on blog spot but I really appreciate everyones feedback, so if you have the time, please check it out.

 

http://dnsmrz.blogspot.com/

Today I went to an OA Meeting (over eaters anonymous) that is a 12 step program for people who compulsively eat.  I decided to utilize a 12 step program because I feel it is my best chance first of all to create a network, 2nd of all, I feel it offers me the best opportunity for extended success.

 

I wasn't sure I was going to get there.  I decided last night to go...but this morning, fear set in. Fear of meeting people I didn't know.  Fear of having to stand up and say I had…

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It's happened. My husband has asked me for a divorce. Exactly what I wanted... and I don't have to be the bad guy. Except that I am.



In the last 24 hours I have come to realize some very painful truths.



I have been depressed for so long... I have blamed him for so much. I have stayed emotionally unavailable for most of our marriage, not only from him but from my girls.



I'm leaving tomorrow. I am going away for a month. I am going to take some time to figure out… Continue

Hey folks, it occurs to me that we all come from or near cities with a lot of history: Quebec, Albuquerque, St. Louis, Topanga, Manchester. Ever thought about what a favorite spot of yours looked like a hundred years ago? I'd love to see some then-and-now vids of your own places, for anyone so inclined.