Whatever floats your boat...
I guess the older I get, (and I'll be 60 on Nov. 13), the more cynical I have become.
The fact that the only two people who ever loved me unconditionally are gone
probably has a lot to do with this.
Then there are other people who say they 'love' me, yet they are on a new campaign
to put me in a nursing home. Why now? Because they are planning to retire to
Europe and feel that would be best for me. When my Mom was here, she was able
to dismiss their 'well meant' suggestions. My Mom and I supported each other in these
battles. Now it's two against one, and the two are adding other relatives to their
While I have said I refuse to go to a nursing home, I have agreed to sign the papers,
'in case of emergency' and to get them off my back.
All of this stress is having an adverse effect on my health, and just makes me very sad.