UGLY!

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I was browsing my old, I mean old (LOL-maybe 2 years old) videos in LV and YT and ARGH!
how ugly I was looking with my guitar.. singing..and vlogging (with my broken English)
what a big shame!
..wait, still ugly now BUT I think I look like a monster way back ( see the photo above? More like that! LMAO!)..
have you seen yours way back..how you look like?
maybe not but me..Freakin'-A!
Looking back now at myself in those vids...man, I was so akward and lame and I s*ck and looked hideous..really, no kidding..LOL
hmm..does this video sharing site made us COOL looking and a little HANDSOMER and prettier each day?
maybe!..lol THANKs for me discovering the net!
I was changed a bit ;-)
WHAHAHAHAHAH!

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@Christine: my hair? yep, it was DONE! straightened! FOOK!! was the BIGGEST mistake I had in my whole freakin' life..it was a suggestion from a former bandmate that if your hair is long you have to make it straight to look like Anthony Keides of Red Hot Chilli Peppers and I did, but sad to say I turned out looking like Anthony Hopkins! LMAO!..guitar playing? it sucks right, even now I think, LOL. Your guitar playing? Oh its good..see now you are a big star..actually star enough to be on the front page of LV!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! Congrats!

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@Christine: this is what you are talking about right? ARGH!!!!!..I really want to DELETE long back but so many good memories so I kept it up. really ugly ey? AAAARRRGGGHHHHH!!

i have to say i love you in a song