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June 2009 Blog Posts (26)

mornings were not meant to be spent this way........(PART ONE):

for those of you who know about me and my history with addiction, please feel free to skip these first few parts.......for those of you who are sensitive about issues involving drug abuse, needles, or methadone maintenence, please feel free to skip this whole blog.......

where to begin??

i first started using heroin in my early twenties, and where most users start out casually snorting it i immediately started shooting it multiple times daily......a close friend of mine… Continue

Added by rottingcorpse23 on June 3, 2009 at 11:32am — 5 Comments

Fixation of a Broken Heart

Why is it we become fixated on tragic events

Such as a broken heart?

Certainly good things happen in life

But bad memories seem easier to recall I suppose.

I have never met anyone who has claimed

To have never had one ounce of good in their life.

Yet bitterness seems to take over

And while grasping the heart,

Sinks thorny barbs into its beating flesh

Squeezing the pulsating tissue until a wall of concrete

Ten feet deep and ten miles high… Continue

Added by Dunleavy on June 3, 2009 at 11:20am — No Comments

Illusions of You

You stepped into my life

If only for awhile.

Your friendship brought

Calm in my stormy sea.

At times I felt I was near insanity

But you caressed my hand,

Calmed my fears,

And quieted my tears.

You showed me

The turmoil within

And taught me to look

Toward the distant horizon.

I never thought we would be apart

But nothing ever stays the same.

Another cruel lesson learned

Was that you weren't perfect as I… Continue

Added by Dunleavy on June 3, 2009 at 2:05am — No Comments

Inner Demons

Sometimes I feel my heart will break.

It aches with such intensity

But I try to keep it under control.

I force it into a little iron box

And wrap it up so tight

So it seems it will surely smother.

I constantly tell myself

It is better to be alone.

When I am all alone,

No one can cause me pain or grief.

The only thing causing me pain

Is the fear and distrust within myself.

Lately, my heart has been rebelling

Against the… Continue

Added by Dunleavy on June 3, 2009 at 1:30am — No Comments

Your Sorry-Ass Captain Needs Help!

There were THREE winners of the Ten-Vids-In-Ten-Days Challenge.

Uh...but I can't remember who they were!

CallMeHol?

Gabrielized?

JoAnna?

Heather?

Suzecue?

I have three "Spa In A Bag"s ready to mail out.

Yeah...I know it's late- lol

I suck, okay?

And I already know it was three women, so don't try to weasel your way in there

Bruce, Dan, Doug, and John (although the odds are… Continue

Added by SydTheSkeptic on June 1, 2009 at 11:00pm — 6 Comments

Chester Bennington and Linkin Park

Working in the same bakery for almost ten years has allowed me to meet some pretty nice people. Some of these people I'm honored to consider friends. Others leave marks and even though I would never be so bold to call them friends, I still consider them pretty cool.

Take for instance Chester Bennington of Linkin Park. When he's in town, we see him from time to time. He seems to be a pretty decent guy. Now if you asked me about Linkin Park, I'd tell you I wouldn't be able to pick out… Continue

Added by Dunleavy on June 1, 2009 at 2:00pm — 4 Comments