JustDee's Blog – February 2009 Archive (4)

and I don't mean constipated....



I have not been able to bring myself to write a blog for the last few weeks.. even responding to blogs seems to have become difficult for me... again. I have begun to respond to some really good ones,,, Syds blog about her disbelief in romantic love and now Ram's blog about gun violence.



I'm forcing myself to write this and I probably won't make a bit of sense because what ever comes out is getting posted...

There are things going… Continue

That is what I have been asking myself lately... where the frack am I?



In all of this blogging and even my recent vlog... WHERE AM I?

I have noticed a difference in myself, others have noticed a difference in me.. I think that is great. I really am grateful for the strength to have pulled myself out of a self inflicted prison. I have been hiding my heart behind a brick wall for so long, I almost forgot I had one. It feels good to be free but its scary too.



I have been… Continue

A funny from Debra



Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. While having a bite to eat, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is inreal distress.



One of the hillbillies looks at her and says,'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.



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I've been thinking about all the things I have to be sad about....at least I have been trying to think about those things... I haven't had much success. I actually couldn't think of one thing to feel sad or dissatisfied with. It was kind of an eye opener.



I feel happy, really happy and not drug induced happy either, just satisfied with my life.

Don't get me wrong, there are things I would like to have, such as more money, more freedom to travel, more time to myself...but… Continue