i have been taught that whenever i feel that something is not right there are three things i can do
1. take action do everything within your power to stop what is displeasing you
2. if you cannot do anything by action then do it by speech let your feelings be known and see if that makes a difference.
3. if your words can not be heard then pray an ask god to make things right.
now i hae never used 1 and 2 i can not take action against anyone because its not within my nature i am not confrontational i hate to deal with disputes using your fists.
whenever i use words yes they get heard but not by people who can make a difference who can rally people together.
i have however always prayed to god, as some of you know im a muslim and i have preayed for for hurricanes to be diverted away from people for forrest fires to end and many natural disasters were when i have prayed for people a i care about have not been hurt. So i feel praying can get you along way.
but there is one prayer that i have continuously prayed for since i can remember for god to intervevne and stop our race turning into a bunch of mindless idiots and settling disputes by blowing each other to holy hell. And me being me i felt especially in the holy land were muslims christians and jews at one point lived in harmony till money hungry empires invaded the lands i felt that NO MATTER who prayed such blemishes to his holy lands would not go without a godly response.
I dont know like the miricle of every weapon on the planet being turned to dust would be a great start atleast then people wouldnt die.
I said that im a muslim and the title of this is me losing faith i can't help but think that im not the only one. what kind of god would stand by while poeple who have worshiped him for years be treated in such an inhumane way from world war 1 & 2 from the battles of the ottoman empires the atrocities of the british empire throughtout the the centuaries, what kind of creator would let its creations become so undiluted that he would look upon us and disown us and leave us to rot.
have we as humans become so dispicable that someone as almighty as our creator thought *fuck that* will we never learn
i hope its all part of the supposed "master plan" for the end of time
or were all in for a big suprise when we die who knows
im am definately feeling BLAH atm
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