astronomical....the weight of what we are livingin

what some of us are seeing everyday and most of humanity doesn't even realize is Real. too much of a feeling person... hoping it will pass, so I just recorded the song haunting me. looped all the way home and seems to have my heart in a vice. cant work like this, because you just CANT let emotion be in the way. too many hours too little break. but this is what i wanted... gonna ride the roller coaster

We're just walking through it because we don't have a choice.

its the powerlessness that freezes some of us in place.

People who like being able to FIND answers and help or rescue people, have a tough time knowing we have No answers and no treatment that works. we are all just trying to make a team offering palliative care