Music- we always break through walls with music

then we feel so close.. and then my time is Up again.. i sleep in his room and miss him because I cant help him from 400 miles away. He will never ask for help .. though every mother wishes he would just pick up the phone and let me talk through it with him.. it would work just like it works when we are together every single time. He breaks through and feels safe, lets go, relaxes and believes in himself.. he knows he has Love but needs to be convinced every single time. I just want him to love himself as much as id give up my life for him to be even half content.

He comes and remembers his life , all his good memories, the amazing student he was, the comedian , then he leaves and forgets. This is why i preserve their memories for them so they never forget who they Are and what they are capable of ..
... i am his cheerleader

I also have A Beard and mustache!!!
No shave this week? I gotta on snapchat.. its hilarious- how does he do these things?