Everyone's Blog Posts - The Ark2024-03-28T13:13:41Zhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profiles/blog/feed?xn_auth=noMy first blog... just because it seems that no one has been here in around a year, so chances are no one will see it for quite a while anyway. I have popped in a couple of times just to see if there …tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2023-05-10:2426069:BlogPost:2654252023-05-10T23:02:09.000ZTrimaddoghttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/Trimaddog
<p>My first blog... just because it seems that no one has been here in around a year, so chances are no one will see it for quite a while anyway. I have popped in a couple of times just to see if there was anything new to see, hear or read, but all seems quiet on the Arkian Sea. The years have surely flown by since the days of LiveVideo and it sure is good to still be waking up each morning and wondering what exciting things may happen that will leave me in a state of open mouthed awe! My life…</p>
<p>My first blog... just because it seems that no one has been here in around a year, so chances are no one will see it for quite a while anyway. I have popped in a couple of times just to see if there was anything new to see, hear or read, but all seems quiet on the Arkian Sea. The years have surely flown by since the days of LiveVideo and it sure is good to still be waking up each morning and wondering what exciting things may happen that will leave me in a state of open mouthed awe! My life has changed so much over the years since LV. I still am fighting the inevitability of becoming a grumpy old man, but it has been hard the reminders of those advancing years crop up... welcome to AARP 49, deciding to accept the Senior discounts to movies 55, retiring from 24 years of teaching 58, collecting Social security at 62, and finally Medicare at 65! Now the only remaining milestones are birthdays and anniversaries... this month 67th birthday and next month 25th wedding anniversary! But still fight the progressing decline by running, bicycling, eating well yoga stretching, annual physical checkups, playing music, refurbishing ancient stringed instruments to playability, and finding other activities to stimulate my forgetful brain! The key is to try to age gracefully, with a positive attitude, and a smile on my face that makes people wonder what I’ve been up to! When I do do my final exit I hope not to leave too large of a smudge upon this planet I call home.</p>
<p>Peace & Love to you all, wherever y’all are at!!</p>
<p>Maddog Wille</p>The Day BlancheNoE saved the Ark from a slow decomission and she did not even know about it.tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2022-11-17:2426069:BlogPost:2649372022-11-17T03:27:51.000ZChighttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/Chig
<p>I figure this probably won't be seen by anyone... unless I push it out through the mail system... but I was thinking about in a year period no longer paying for the Ark. It seems that some folks have moved on, some folks are not getting along, some folks grew up, and some folks are smarter than the guy keeping a candle lit. </p>
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<p>I figure this probably won't be seen by anyone... unless I push it out through the mail system... but I was thinking about in a year period no longer paying for the Ark. It seems that some folks have moved on, some folks are not getting along, some folks grew up, and some folks are smarter than the guy keeping a candle lit. </p>
<p>My plan was to send out notification to everyone that the Ark has a year, I've actually been practicing with AI software to convert and upscale old videos to modern formats and resolution. I was planning to ask anyone who wanted their videos (not on vimeo or youtube) saved before the Ark goes dark. I would pull them down and offer the service of running them through AI enhancement (gratis) and I would provide the original and upgraded saves to them so that no one loses their stuff as the result of the Ark being taken down (something some folks already experienced when LV went down.) </p>
<p>So I decided to go grab my favorite video of Blanch with her balloons, and AI enhance it, as a test example showing the AI enhancement possibility. Then I saw it. The glorious comments. I had not planned for the loss of the fantastic and entertaining interactions. So I guess we will give this old boat a bit more time adrift on the water. I may push this message out there in the mail system yet. I am curious to see if it is that tree in a forest no one saw fell. If anyone has ideas about those comments, let me know. I might suggest folks go screen shot some that they find particularly entertaining.</p>
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<p>I so hope that everyone is enjoying the best of health and the grooviest things in life. Captian out.</p>Embry Riddle Finals Week Mass shooting ---Averted (4AM prep, apprehended 935AM)tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2021-12-10:2426069:BlogPost:2633242021-12-10T00:30:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
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<p>One ray of hope - <a href="https://twitter.com/DaytonaBchPD/status/1469076089205055496?s=20" rel="noopener" target="_blank">FINALLY one of them is still alive and charged with…</a></p>
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<p>One ray of hope - <a href="https://twitter.com/DaytonaBchPD/status/1469076089205055496?s=20" target="_blank" rel="noopener">FINALLY one of them is still alive and charged with Terrorism.</a></p>
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<p lang="en" dir="ltr" xml:lang="en">NEW: A 19-year-old Florida college student was arrested after classmates told police he was planning a mass shooting the day before winter break. Police said the student sold his car to purchase a rifle and hundreds of rounds of ammunition. <a href="https://twitter.com/hashtag/flapol?src=hash&ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">#flapol</a> <a href="https://t.co/AyFann1pmm">https://t.co/AyFann1pmm</a></p>
— Shannon Watts (@shannonrwatts) <a href="https://twitter.com/shannonrwatts/status/1469044983835467783?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">December 9, 2021</a></blockquote>
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<p>Not sure how to entitle this blog. So I get my son for one more day?</p>
<p><em><strong>I'm still processing since i got the text and call at 230 while driving. kids who don't answer texts for hours to days is not cool while living in ZombieLand. </strong></em></p>
<p>I never fool myself and think for a second any of us are safe from mass gUn violence.</p>
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<p>So, <strong>Today it was OUR Turn and only through what a headline called "the Grace of god" but I call LUCK</strong>... My son was not gunned down alongside his classmates and staff by a fellow student-- headed off to campus today with a backpack containing a collapsible rifle, 6 magazines and boxes of several hundred additional rounds.</p>
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<p><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>As Usual</strong></span> he had made statements on social media and wrote about his mental state. Today 2 Students who saw his posts where he described his plans and told exactly how he was packing his backpack at 4:10AM, they reported the threat to ERAU Campus Police who reviewed the messages and contacted Daytona Police. Only by the luck that 2 students SAW his snapchat in the middle of the night, did the PD get a chance to stake OUT his apartment and apprehend him AS he was leaving to go to campus to commit mass murder at 9:35AM. </p>
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<p>kids were on their way to finals. This one sold his car to buy the arsenal he had and confessed directly to police. This is the first time we've stopped it before it happened AND the shooter is charged with <strong>Terrorism</strong>.- step in the right direction. My son's roommates are all in the flight school and one is an alumni instructor. This 19 year old was iN flight school - probably on his way to the room where his finals were taking place and we may have lost SO many souls including instructors and profs. <span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>this is the RARE story. </strong></span></p>
<p>When I used to talk to one of my best friends here, I'd be laughed at about how seriously i take guns because of what I've seen growing up and in the real world. I don't have a twisted desire to shoot things or own one for any purpose when there are other ways to defend person and property. When you come from the real world where the sound of a gunshot means there's a person on the receiving end of that bullet, you're cut from a different cloth. I also have 2 sons who have had their share of emotional disturbances while growing up in this completely Fvcked Up world. I KNOW that if a firearm is present and a person is unstable or even having a MOMENT of despair, it's almost a guarantee one of the first "ideas" they will have as a solution to their despair would involve that object which promises FINALITY. </p>
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<p>This story will not surface widely <em><strong>because there isn't a pile of dead kids this time</strong></em></p>
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<p> I used to be glad I left teaching, then glad when my kids finally got out of High School buildings, then I had to worry about college campuses , their stadiums and mass gatherings , then prohibit them from attending Protests to avoid being mowed down by vehicles or brutalized by police.. then back to school sh00ters.</p>
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<p>This school has an awful record of student suicides in the last few years. The most recent student suicide was last week and the one before was about 1 month AGO. A memorial in the grass this spring with flags for Every suicide looked like a 911 memorial. </p>
<p>we are a species in Crisis and our youth are in the worst shape...yet, Crickets.</p>
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<p>Do come to the mental health office for crisis support, though, but be sure <em><strong>not to TELL them you are SAD</strong></em>, because they Baker Act every student instead of getting them help in Florida. The Abuses of the Baker Act in Florida traumatize students from age 5 and up at a rate of over 100K for every 4 deemed to be legitimate by psych eval. Some of these children die in custody. There's now a citizens civil rights group fighting these abuses for years with no change except 1 recent decision against a school when the child died as a result of the false reporting and institutionalization. We're fvcked at a society which doesn't value life...</p>
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<p><a href="https://everytownresearch.org/maps/mass-shootings-in-america-2009-2019/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">EveryTown Research</a></p>
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</div>Please humor me -RE: Covid Psychosistag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2021-02-12:2426069:BlogPost:2548442021-02-12T18:00:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
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<p>we have known Covid Psychosis is a "thing' for over a year. It has not been disseminated to the American public for a myriad of reasons. it will likely NOT be disseminated At this time either, for another set of reasons including the DANGER in sharing this information, which is likely to be propagandized and turned into political violent rhetoric which will place professionals and…</p>
<p>** if there are errors in grammar and prose here, please excuse. Im feverishly typing atm....</p>
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<p>we have known Covid Psychosis is a "thing' for over a year. It has not been disseminated to the American public for a myriad of reasons. it will likely NOT be disseminated At this time either, for another set of reasons including the DANGER in sharing this information, which is likely to be propagandized and turned into political violent rhetoric which will place professionals and innocent people in mortal DANGER .</p>
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<p>I have 1 day off today and checked in with family of ONE person I encountered and saved after a long 2 hours of chaos trying to get help to the address and to differentiate between actions, paranoia, panic, clinical symptoms and talking to all branches of emergency responders... last weekend . the details are horrific all around.</p>
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<p>the family had been trying to call me overnight several times but didnt leave a message. Im off today, and just checked my phone while having my coffee. I knew the patient was hospitalized 2 hours after our encounter on Sunday when he was experiencing , cardiac, neurological, and severe respiratory symptoms at the time..that an ER dr and an urgent care doctor misdiagnosed.....**no comment</p>
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<p>This blog is ALSO a WARNING about American Mental Healthcare . IF you ever have a loved one who has a break with reality, a dangerous or violent outburst, may be under the influence of pharmaceutical or illicit drugs or has NO substance abuse history, and may be having an acute psychotic episode... please know THIS->>when a patient is assessed in ED, given psych eval and admitted to a psych ward. REGARDLESS of the cause of their incident - I've never known of a time when NO Psychotropic meds were immediately prescribed. UNDERSTAND THIS, Serotonin Syndrome is VERY common, and often misdiagnosed or completely bypassed by clinicians. The protocol to treat an acute episode overrides all other considerations...SOOOO, your loved one is likely to be placed suddenly on a Cocktail of psychotropics meds which may POTENTIATE their psychosis instead of alleviate it. </p>
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<p>ONCE you get a patient on these meds, you cannot just CEASE these medications. There is no such thing as the condition many American clinicians CLAIM... ( "imbalance" of neurochemicals) we have studied this for decades and there is no proof to support this notion, however, it IS the "notion" upon which prescribing is DONE.</p>
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<p>So HERE with Covid19, we have patients with NO history of mental health issues, SUDDENLY have a dangerous psychotic break and are in TURN>>> thrust into the whirlwind experience of becoming medication dependant OR risk suicidal and homicidal ideation and actions DURING the titration ONTO these med cocktails AND on the titration or Cessation OFF these meds.</p>
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<p>IF your loved one has sudden change of personality and is SARS CoV2 Positive, please take all considerations into account. WHen you hand over the care of your loved one to a mental health facility, YOUR rights and THEIRS are left at the door, until such time as a Clinician DECIDES their fate, and at no time, if they are 18 or older, can YOU or THEY make treatment decisions OR refuse pharmaceutical Rx. If you start to research mental health patient experiences in America, you will not need to "believe" what I'm reporting but it is in your best interest to arm yourself with Information before you may ever have to deal with this.</p>
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<p>MY patient was no doubt experiencing Covid psychosis, which can come and go, may be acute and/or dangerous to the person's OWN safety and others..(we were GIVEN these warnings from nations which were being forthcoming with the immediate results of research and their evaluation of Covid patients 1 year ago. this is BEFORE the more virulent strains which to date we have NO research to refer to as yet--but i can attest since first week of JAN 2021- we almost NEVER have "contacts" to trace, we instead have ENTIRE families, with all connections fro 14days prior to symptom onset, -->Positive cases, and clusters or outbreaks in their workplaces and/or schools. exactly 1 week after reopening FULL "in person' learning at county k-12 districts, the infection started in full households. Most Children are NOT tested (sometimes to SPARE # of tests and other times to reduce exposure by isolating the child and ASSUMING Positivity). our NUMBERS reflect ONLY those who seek Testing or are tested upon clinical contact. </p>
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<p>we are encountering a new array of what appear to be psychological syndromes - OBVIOUSLY if you contract infection through your NOSE- (we already have studies confirming the Olfactory Nerve is Covid's entry point to the CNS- the blood brain barrier is easily breached at this location (Covid exploits endothelial linings around ALL organs, and effects ACE2 receptors in all regions of the body..this is WHY symptoms vary greatly from one patient to another). Patients who lose sense of taste and smell may consider this a sign the BBB was crossed through the olfactory nerve- this symptom has ALWAYS been present in cases weve investigated in my district alone...when they ALSO have the following: sudden personality changes, confusion, night terrors, brain fog, night sweats, paranoia, anxiety, rapid heart rate with panic attack and for some they end up like my Superbowl sunday patient. (sudden erratic behaviors, extreme fear, dangerous behaviors, not recognizing family, panic , suicidal ideation, desparation and manic physical activity,). NO one thinks of these as symptoms of a viral infection..... and NO one has been informed these are possible. </p>
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<p>IF psych symptoms are the result of viral infection having CNS effects, it is not a circumstance of permanent or diagnosed clinical mental health condition , hence, Rx treatments which will be BOTH attenuating the psychological SYMPToms , could put them at greater RISK , complicate accurate diagnosis, and burden the patient with titrating dosage, while an infection is raging in their CNS >>>>> Catastrophic consequences.</p>
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<p>My check-in was Horrific news. I can only be general about this, but horrific doesn't really cut it.</p>
<p>Mental health 72 hour observation admissions end ALWAYS with an evaluation and a BOOT onto the streets with no followup. They end with a handful of Rx in the hands of patients who are NOT necessarily ready to care for themselves , who OFTEN are at the Beginning of titrating a cocktail of medications they have no reason to be treated with, AND to become autonomous in DOSING themselves and making decisions. We Used to have In patient care where these individuals would be OBSERVED 24/7 through this process so that clinicians could control the process, make changes as necessary and OBSERVE the individuals REACTION to these unpredictable cocktails of psychoactive drugs. It's another major issue to discuss ..why we have NO mental healthcare system in place that does more than just WRITE Rx and shove the entire population onto the streets ..where, they do what I've personally experienced MULTIPLE times in NJ..and statistically it can't always end in a MVA with minor injuries but instead, fatalities. hey , did you KNOW? police reports when people are DUI on prescription meds, NEVER end in courtrooms or public service announcements... *talk amongst yourselves about <em><strong>why the pharma industry has this much power.</strong></em>...over your lives and public safety. (myself and my sons have been HIT by DUI drivers who were negative for alcohol and illicit drugs-but POSITIVES for Rx drugs 6 TIMES. (each had several Rx psychotropic and painkiller bottles in their purse or IN the car at the time of the collision). 1 female had just picked up the NEW Rx and taken a combo before rear ending my son at 50MPH in a 35MPH limit local street where he was completely stopped at a 4way stopsign-She said she didn't even remember the events before the crash and was confused about where she was and what just occurred by the time police arrived) this happened 6 TIMES of the 12 times we were involved in MVA. only 2 of the remaining 6 were NOT under the influence of ANY substances, 2 were alcohol and age related. </p>
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<p>Patients experiencing psych disturbances <span style="text-decoration: underline;"><em><strong>get in CARS, trucks and Vans </strong></em></span>< they drive on mind altering meds, and this often ends BADLY for themselves, their families, and innocent people. They also often times become thrust into the mental healthcare where they are never clearly diagnosed and the effects of their meds become what their DX says.</p>
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<p>You can read personal accounts of these experiences for days.... when it comes to Covid Psychosis, This is TEMPORARY, and resolves most often within the time it takes for the body to build enough antibodies to fight off the virus and return to homeostasis. SOME patients are having lasting neuro effects, depression, anxiety, intrusive thoughts, night terrors, ...but we have no answers for that YET.</p>
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<p>we certainly don't have any reason to believe that placing Covid patients on psychotropic pharma cocktails has ANY POSITIVE effect on the outcome of a Covid infection.</p>
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<p>+++<em><strong>im gonna go throw snowballs now to get the frustration out from what i just learned.</strong></em> and then call his brother back... (bro and mother are now having to consult attorneys because..</p>
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<p>as soon as a patient turns 18, family has NO rights to advice, counsel or REQUEST anything ...the prescribing Clinician is in control. THINK FOR A SECOND...what young men and women are LIKe as soon they turn age 18... when someone starts prescribing mind altering drugs to these teens, they very often are gifted with dependancy for life, or a predictable outcome, of early death, encounters with law enforcement and other psychological issues which result from EARLY treatment with psychoactive drugs when the brain is not fully formed.... NIGHTMARE.... only a small percentage get the chance to recognize what the meds are doing to them, and have the strength and fortitude to QUIT them cold turkey and get their lives BACK...</p>
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<p><em><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>so, how do you get polypropylene fabric to begin with? </strong></span></em> Many reusable totebags, household and outdoor items are made of this fabric-like plastic. You can cut them up, dispose of edges where stitching has been made, Inspect them for holes then work with the Large remaining in tact sections - .</p>
<p><em> This non woven plastic provides a material without holes , as malleable as a fabric, that not wick or absorb…</em></p>
<p><em><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>so, how do you get polypropylene fabric to begin with? </strong></span></em> Many reusable totebags, household and outdoor items are made of this fabric-like plastic. You can cut them up, dispose of edges where stitching has been made, Inspect them for holes then work with the Large remaining in tact sections - .</p>
<p><em> This non woven plastic provides a material without holes , as malleable as a fabric, that not wick or absorb fluids.</em></p>
<p><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">Reusable shopping and tote bags</span></strong> are the most easy to obtain, they vary in thickness- so just do a light test. Some are also water resistant; do a water test. Pick the most dense bags. Look around your garage- many storage bags for tools, pool supplies, hoses, inflatables, outdoor covers- are also polypropylene (they must be ONLY poly layer, not fused with another layer like a waterproofing). Some tray liners and crafting supplies are also poly. the center of a bedskirt is usually a very Thin PP (not useful for constructing a sturdy mask, but can be used as the Extra layer between 2) When wearing a mask all day, fabrics hold microbes in a lovely puddle of fluid. IF you use cotton masks, do wash them after every use, and have several. Getting in the habit of wearing a poly fiber mask with a disposable procedure mask over it reduces the chance your reusable Poly mask will be exposed or capture this 0.125 micron pathogen, and extends the life of any N95 you may be forced to reuse.</p>
<p>The nose seal, side fit and under chin determine how well Any mask will perform. if your fit is poor, it negates the design principle.</p>
<p><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>insertable filter</strong></span> - <em><strong>Vacuum cleaner bags</strong></em>. or multilayered poly packets made from thinner PP like household air filter material or bedskirt center.</p>
<p>I've been custom fitting to adult and children. The patterns attached won out as the base design for fit, breathability and seal. We fit tested my final design at the hospital under the hood. (the grey one with curve shape around the nose clip , which is just a small modification to the templates) In order to save money and avoid putting your trust in <strong>Fakes</strong> you may be finding online , you can try these.</p>
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<p>make <span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>3 layer masks</strong></span> with an insert pocket for added filter or add a 3rd layer in your construction and skip the pocket. <em><strong>my mask passed the fit test with only 2 LAYERS</strong></em>. </p>
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<p>I got the idea from an engineer making his own, who built a heat sealer too . We have to SEW them- so your stitching has to line Up and not stray into the area beyond the edge seal. IF you have the ability to heat seal, IDEAL.</p>
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<p>you can make them with ties or with elastic- most people like the elastic even though threading the ties through so there is a neck loop is great for work so you untie and its around your neck ( you dont hvae to touch the mask)</p>
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<p><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">-Patterns are here</span>=</strong></p>
<p><a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/8255162294?profile=original" target="_blank" rel="noopener">personal_mask%20engineer%20design%208%20patterns%20with%20ties.pdf</a></p>
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<p><strong>( i modify the pattern by making a separate packet containing a THICK flexible coffee bag tie (lasts longest through daily handwashing)-. prepare the packet, sew the mask halves together, turn it rightside OUT, then sew the packet ON the inner side of the mask along the original sewing line so not to add holes . (use any type of twist ties coated in plastic to avoid rusting or degradation of metal )</strong></p>
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<p><the packets can be flipped UP or left tucked . if your glasses still fog, you need to remeasure for fit.</p>
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<p>change the pattern by 2-3 Cms for each size larger . also cutting the sides on an angle has brought better fit and comfort results </p>
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<p>I can't make anyone believe what they wish to blockout. </p>
<p><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">If it helps to process,</span> at the state covid response level</strong> we have now switched to working 7 days investigating, visiting, calling, tracing and taking trips every day from 7AM - 10PM and holidays.</p>
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<p>the difference is- we can catch someone who may die at home if we don't followthrough and we are trying to make a 1% dent in the unmitigated spread by people taking little to no precautions and continuing to gather and travel. we've had dozens of times when we call we learn the Contact from a week ago is already hospitalized or if we have backlog, they have already died, many at home. </p>
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<p>you can't complain of how Covid is effecting your childs school experience or your business if you insists on FEEDING the Monster new hosts.</p>
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<p>end of story. understand we have contacts and cases who are out in public everywhere, whether asymptomatic or not.</p>
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<p>if it helps to tell one random story. A man who was a contact gets exposed constantly (this is very common for any essential worker, whether they are LEO, HCW, delivery, food service, factory, Amazon, govt, or restaurant workers). He was cautious and terrified because he has a baby at home and a fiance' with RA on immunosuppressants. </p>
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<p>He cant help that he is forced to travel from county to county to do his job. He was riding in his truck with a coworker who would not wear a mask and coughed on him while on a 1 hour trip. He laughed and mocked Covid19, he was dead in a week, and his wife died 2 days later at home. Neither of them ever had fever, he only had a cough, and she had no symptoms but was rushed to the hospital 2 days later with SOB and died in ER without ever being admitted . this poor man exposed his young fiance' who was then hospitalized and his guilt overtook him., then turned to anger during our communications through his quarantine. there are 100s of thousands of these stories, you may hear one on the news or none. The only way to slow this at this point is to stop feeding it hosts, and stop the selfishness of gathering because of boredom. we hvae reached the point where 4 of every 5 contacts we get from a single case are already infected by the time we find them. Theyve been traveling, shopping going to work, some are already gravely ill by the time we locate them. Do the math... </p>
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<p>every choice we make from this moment on, decides how many will be alive to see 2021.</p>
<p>FACTOID- the Death stats are from 7-21 DAYS BACKLOGGED. understand that means we are only seeing the deaths from before thanksgiving. in 3 weeks, at xmas, we will see the apocalypse caused by thanksgiving travel. Uni students are starting to be sent home across country without having quarantined before carrying it back home- this will equally contribute to infection rates. and it will only continue from there if there are no universal mask mandates and fvcking dining closed. jeesus fvcking christ , pick up your order, driveup to your supermarket and trunk pickup your food and fvckoff home. too hard for Karen.</p>
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<p>most medical professionals, journos and others who must travel or work indoors, practice using pods and rapid home tests coupled with quarantines before daring to add to their exposures. there is a retired surgeon who worked with a testing company and sells his own self test that is over 99% accurate. you can purchase a bundle making them only $50 each. the value cannot be measured if you have to move about or want to See a family member or are bringing a uni student home. </p>
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<p>...im not mad ..i dunno what i am</p>
<p><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>..state level covid response team inside peek</strong></span> - Afternoons and evenings are the worst- labs that came in this morning are finally having case info to connect them with. now starts the next steps. </p>
<p><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>uncommon public safety warning.</strong></span>.do you REALLY need your hair cut at a salon? this is one the most common non essential businesses to cause outbreaks and ignore public health measure -we have investigated and had to repeatedly ShutDown salons. next to restaurants and weddings,. Haircutting is the closest contact the "establishment" insists on keeping open, and the longest exposure you can have for no fvcking reason.</p>
<p>rethink that if you're obsessed with the salon. get a goddamn flobee or shave your head like RNS have had to do to avoid infecting themselves accidentally.</p>
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<p><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>im not mad </strong></span></p>
<p>Can'[t apply the Darwin principle to this pandemic... I wouldn't bat an eye at people causing their own demise (same as working in a hospital ER, where we do all we can to save them from themselves regardless of what brings them there) this is different. its not a drunk driver who kills a family. Each person who recklessly goes on about spreading covid19 , has the potential to cause the death of over 40 innocents over the next few months. - a long and horrific process of infection and death. </p>
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<p>its about innocence. </p>
<p>some people know i've got a thing about protecting the innocent</p>
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<p> I used to record and share in order to prove you can't make a difference if you quit or get discouraged.</p>
<p>Sometimes you get ONE bloom a year (like CHIG's annual Bloom).</p>
<p>Its value cancels out EVERY poor outcome... <em><strong>here's One little nugget from 2014</strong></em></p>
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<li><span>I teach 8th grade for the moment. BIG kids, teens and some are huge…</span></li>
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<p> I used to record and share in order to prove you can't make a difference if you quit or get discouraged.</p>
<p>Sometimes you get ONE bloom a year (like CHIG's annual Bloom).</p>
<p>Its value cancels out EVERY poor outcome... <em><strong>here's One little nugget from 2014</strong></em></p>
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<li><span>I teach 8th grade for the moment. BIG kids, teens and some are huge athletes.</span></li>
<li><span>THURSDAY - emergency lockdown message cam over the loudspeaker unexpectedly</span></li>
<li><span>it was a True lockdown but we never know WHY or where the threat is located.</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4716"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4715">The other teacher herself stood there almost frozen, took too long to turn around and start moving</span></li>
<li><span>She tells the kids to take their places but does nothing else</span></li>
<li><span>I dont let too many seconds go by before (stepping on her toes, stepping up and taking care of all the safety precautions)</span></li>
<li><span>I peek outside to snatch in any kid who is trapped out there in the fray.</span></li>
<li><span>I find ONE panicing looking around not knowing where to go</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4764"><span>I SNATCH him IN. </span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4762"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4761">i pull the magnet out of the door lock and pullit to lock</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4721"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4720">the teacher had not pulled the magnet, that leaves the door open from the outside....*smh</span></li>
<li><span>i push this kid to the corner and shush the rest who are starting to whisper because they are really scared</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4759"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4758">BIG BASKETBALL Player dark skinned boy who likes me and kind of clings when things go bad because hes' ( you know? TOUGH but needs help)</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4781"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4780">he pulls my pant leg asking "is this real man this is bad, are we gonna get shot?"</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4784"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4783">I winked smiled and said " dont worry man, we GOT this, Me and you. We'll take him down if anyone comes near. you with me?"</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4786"><span>he suddenly relaxed</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4723"><span>but his eyes never left my direction. he just made big eyes and looked into mine </span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4756"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4755">i kept winking and just stood strong with him.</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4789"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4788">we listened for about 8 whole minutes to people running through the school</span></li>
<li><span>we heard the doors being pulled at trying to get in</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4726"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4725">we heard one woman and several men's voices</span></li>
<li><span>no one was yelling, they were talking but frantically</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4728"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4791">we heard them come closer,</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4731"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4730">i looked at all of them...SILENCE...</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4734"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4733">the teacher was blowing her nose and complaining that this should not be happening.</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4736"><span>I say..SHHHH</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4795"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4794">they pull on our door several times, they bang and knock and then they leave</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4739"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4738">Announcements followed that it was over</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4800"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4799">This basketball player kid ..collected his composure again, high fived me, winked and now I got a NEW friend and a trusting student for SURE</span></li>
<li id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4742"><span id="yiv6873640658yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1555462577133_4741">Im betting i will be able to get through to him better after this experience.. it happens this way all the time.</span></li>
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<div><span><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>END:</strong></span> neighborhood police were chasing a suspect .The police check every room. The stupid teacher left the shades up, til i crawled over there and pulled them. She told me that was not necessary. Always follow your instincts. soon as the cops had the guy in cuffs, the lockdown was suspended and there was never any <em><strong>REAL threat</strong></em> to us in that room. There Was, however, a hurdle overcome for 1 young man and he will never be the same.</span></div>
<div><span>This basketball player has been given up on </span><span>by all his teachers.</span><span> </span>They told me not to dedicate too much time because he will NOT respond. I don't quit on People. Releasing Potential from what is buried is always the trick. This kid needs tutoring so he can be confident, not to be tossed aside because he's a jock who doesn't like reading. There's a REASON he doesn't read. he has TROUBLE reading, and that's where help needs to be aimed. Now that I have his TRUST, I can make a difference with him on more than one level. It already started on the first day when I was the only one treating him the way he should be treated.</div>
<div><span>The character of a man, is make clear in crisis. </span></div>
<div><span><em><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">moral of this story</span></strong></em>:</span> you can make a difference in a life any second of any day . you can make a friend, gain an ally, learn that the threat is not so bad or that we can beat it if we are just willing to stay IN the game. there's no reason NOT to always BE there and treat every human being you are WITH in space, with respect and as a teammate in this.</div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span> </span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><strong>we are all in this together</strong></span></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><strong>our pasts dont matter</strong></span></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><strong>each day is a chance to be whoever you want to be</strong></span></div>
<div>...thats just one thing that happens in one day...</div>
<div>youre IN it -----FLY. you get given the chance with every wakeup...to smile or laugh ...or be angry and bitter</div>
<div>You make the choice. </div>
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<div><strong><span style="text-decoration: underline;">December 2020 -</span></strong> At this time of indescribable horror , loss, trauma and uncertainty - <em><strong>Nothing Else Matters </strong></em></div>
<div><em><strong>People Matter, Lives Matter</strong></em></div>
<div>Having trouble getting someone to understand it's the "Little Things" that matter, I used to share these nuggets and remind that these opportunities present themselves everyDAY, You just have to be looking for them. The Big Rare Blooms may come once a year, or take even longer, but we have to be present in order not to miss them. </div>
<div>That is All.</div>
<div>Please Please believe me, Wear your Mask, do not gather</div>
<div>IF you survive this disease it may leave you with a long term multorgan disease and neuro damage, all with unknown prognosis . reinfection is real, we are seeing it in populations who have high rates of repeated exposures, like LEO, EMT, RN, techs, LTC staff, teachers, delivery staff, prison staff. 2nd infection is NOT less severe than the first in cases we are investigating thus far.</div>
<div>. Please try to make it to 2021 if not for yourself , for those who need you. and that is the message from my first day off in a month. now oncall daily even after I've left work. starts sunday at midnight </div>
<div>because it's That BAD. </div>
<div>if only America had leadership, the message may have been more like this. A Courageous leader is not afraid of the Truth. </div>
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</div>Stories For An Apacolypse 2tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2020-11-11:2426069:BlogPost:2137582020-11-11T23:00:00.000ZBlancheNoEhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/BlancheNoE
<p>I blame Jordan Peele for this one too. An homage to Rod Serling’s “Eye of the Beholder”.</p>
<p><br></br> Camera Ready, No Filters<br></br> By BlancheNoE 11/11/2020</p>
<p> ‘He will finally love me and only me. I will be enough.’, Jackie thought to himself. His mouth felt like it was stuffed with hay and his face was numb. He could see blurry,…</p>
<p>I blame Jordan Peele for this one too. An homage to Rod Serling’s “Eye of the Beholder”.</p>
<p><br/> Camera Ready, No Filters<br/> By BlancheNoE 11/11/2020</p>
<p> ‘He will finally love me and only me. I will be enough.’, Jackie thought to himself. His mouth felt like it was stuffed with hay and his face was numb. He could see blurry, hazy light through openings at his eyes. He reached up to his head, gingerly touching the mummy-wrapping encasing his face. He was glad that he knew where he was despite the after-fog of anesthesia but he did feel like he’d slept much longer than the 4 to 6 hours expected after the surgery. Jackie was so excited, all the glamour shots for his Facebook and Instagram playing like a slideshow his head. Victor now *must* concede that there is none more beautiful or strikingly breathtaking than he, Jackie, and there will be no point in straying, not even with just his eyes. Jackie would be loved, worshipped the way he was meant to be. Victor would be the insecure, jealous one now. In fact, Jackie thought, Victor himself might need to get some work done to keep Jackie ! <br/> The quiet of the room suddenly seemed loud in a way Jackie couldn’t quite grasp. He mentally batted away the gnawing concern to turn back to his head-movies. Walking down the street, no, *strutting*, with his head held high, showing off his new, cut jawline, perfect nose and high and opened eyes instead of the drooping lids with bags underneath. Victor, or anyone else in the vicinity for that matter, won't be able to look at anyone else but him. Victor. Where was Victor ? He would be here, Jackie knew, even though Victor wasn’t thrilled with the idea of surgical modification. They loved each other, had stuck by each other for twelve years. Something wasn’t right.<br/> Jackie leaned forward to look for the call-button to summon a nurse. He found it on the right side of the bed and pushed it then settled back into the bed to wait. There was no clock in the room but after what he thought was about fifteen minutes, he reached over and pressed the button again. He looked around for the standard issue, tiny television that comes with every hospital bed and found it on his left. He pulled the stand-off bar closer and started pushing buttons on the not-very-remote, remote control that was attached to the support bar with zip-ties.<br/> He managed to get it turned on and began flipping through channels looking for one with a time stamp. He landed on the official hospital guide which displayed a time of 8:30am local.<br/> ‘Wow!’, he thought. ‘ I must have slept for sixteen hours !’. It explained why Victor wasn’t there when he woke up. He must have gotten tired and went home, planning to return in the morning.<br/> Jackie pressed the call-button again. He was beginning to get irritated. To calm himself he let his mind drift back to thoughts of all the fancy restaurants and clubs to which Victor would take him to show Jackie off. This made him smile. His eyes wandered back to the small television screen and then he noticed the date below the current time and was startled to see that it showed April 16th. That couldn’t be right. His surgery was on March 26th. He would never forget it because he’d had to fight so hard for it. Elective surgeries were being postponed because of some virus threat that he believed was really some kind of political propaganda and he’d had to call twice a day for a week to be sure that he’d still be able to get in. His phone. Victor would not have left him without his phone. He grabbed the knob of the tiny drawer at his bedside and pulled it open. Bingo. His I-phone rattled to the front. He opened his contacts and was getting ready to call Victor when he thought better of it. He should check Instagram first. He began scrolling through post after post of people wearing masks. He allayed his rising fear by reasoning that it must be some kind of tag or challenge. Then he saw the dates. Panic began to set in. He navigated quickly to the heart icon to call Victor with his right hand and began rapid-fire pushing the nurse call-button with his left. His call to Victor went straight to voicemail. He was trying to call again when the door flew open. At first he could not tell whether it was a man or a woman who had entered because she was dressed head to toe in full Hazmat garb. She stopped about 5 feet from his bed and then he could see that she was a she and how haggard she looked through her face-shield.<br/> “ Where is my husband?!”, Jackie demanded, “ With the price we paid it shouldn’t take 20 times of hitting the call-button to get a response!”<br/> The nurse looked defeated.<br/> “ Sir, If you will please just remain calm, I have a lot to explain to you.”<br/> Incensed, Jackie closed his mouth, crossed his arms over his chest and tilted his head to the side in a snarky gesture that conveyed he was listening.<br/> “ You had a reaction to the anesthesia. We had to induce coma to avoid organ damage. Your husband was here for 3 straight days, wouldn’t even leave to eat. He made a nurse come in to sit with you every time he needed to use the bathroom. If he wasn’t sleeping in that chair, he was stretched out on the floor. You were that man’s world. He loved you.”<br/> She paused, looking up to the ceiling as if seeking an influx of divine strength and then continued.<br/> “ There’s been a worldwide outbreak of a virus being called Covid 19. Most countries are under lock-down, mask mandates and curfews. people can’t even leave their homes without masks.”<br/> Victor just sat there, stunned, and she went on,<br/> “On the second day you were here the hospital admitted our first 7 patients with Covid 19. On your third day of unconsciousness, Victor started coughing and developed a fever. I’m so sorry to have to tell you this but your husband succumbed 48 hours later. Victor Echo died on March 30th. We did everything we could.”<br/> She stood there waiting to see what he needed most, sedation?, hand holding?, she truly wanted to help.<br/> Jackie still looked stunned.<br/> “ Do you mean to tell me,” he began, “ that I went through ALL of this and I won’t even be able to show my face in PUBLIC !?!, I mean I can still post on social media but the trolls will just accuse me of using filters !”<br/> It was the nurse’s turn to be stunned. She knew that it was probably an auditory hallucination but she actually heard a ‘CRACK!’ inside her head. She reached up and pulled her hood back, then removed her face-shield and her mask, dropping both to the floor. She slipped a hand into a pocket and withdrew a tongue suppressor. Now that her face was visible, Jackie saw that she had raging conjunctivitis in both eyes and blooms of broken blood vessels, one on her cheek and another on her neck, reminding him of long gone acquaintances who’d died of AIDS in the nineties.<br/> She stepped close to the bed and leaned over him, her head floating directly above his face.<br/> “ Say AHHH.” she said lifting the tongue depressor. Jackie reflexively did as she asked and when he opened his mouth wide, she spit.</p>
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<p></p>july UPDATE -added free Literature to DLtag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2020-07-12:2426069:BlogPost:1844362020-07-12T23:00:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
<p>-(the psychology of Donald Trump) Malignant Narcissist In OurHouse</p>
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<p>July 2020 -I uploaded the dangerous case of donald trump and my copy of Bolton's book on my google docs.</p>
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<p><a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/6691771672?profile=original" rel="noopener" target="_blank">1. The_Dangerous_Case_Of_Donald_Trump_27_Ps.pdf</a></p>
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<p>2.…</p>
<p>-(the psychology of Donald Trump) Malignant Narcissist In OurHouse</p>
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<p>July 2020 -I uploaded the dangerous case of donald trump and my copy of Bolton's book on my google docs.</p>
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<p><a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/6691771672?profile=original" target="_blank" rel="noopener">1. The_Dangerous_Case_Of_Donald_Trump_27_Ps.pdf</a></p>
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<p>2. <a href="https://drive.google.com/file/d/1IxB2tw1K6qmO1A5tUkfA10wyjDMNfZQu/view?usp=sharing" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Bolton's Book PDF (virus free. my scanned clean copy) -</a></p>
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<p>In my continuing studies I keep being Lead right back to a book I read years ago by, Sam Vaknin</p>
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<p>1. FREE copy of the 1st book - Malignant SelfLove -u navigate through links (contains links to his videos and other resources of supporting evidence ) - <a href="http://samvak.tripod.com/faq48.html">http://samvak.tripod.com/faq48.html</a></p>
<p><a href="http://samvak.tripod.com/narcissistleader.pdf">FULL BOOK - http://samvak.tripod.com/narcissistleader.pdf</a></p>
<p>2. The March 2016 analysis of DJT by Vanknin</p>
<p><a href="https://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/2661524996?profile=original" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Donald_J._Trump_A_Malignant_Narcissist_i.docx</a></p>
<p>(this file is from my journal subscription- please don't 'repost' it anywhere-lemme know if you can't DL it)</p>
<p>Vanknin IS clinically diagnosed, yet he is an expert, a professor, and highly accomplished man uniquely in touch with his disordered personality. This is highly uncommon as most MN would never seek Help or accept a diagnosis. A MN is often covert and highly sensitive to being held accountable for their actions-When exposed they will play Victim, gaslight and fight accountability. When they cannot avoid exposure, they go Scorched Earth. Tactics may be passive aggressive because the TrueSelf is a coward. (Example- DJT became known for the phrase "You're Fired"!. In reality, the man has NEVER had the guts to fire anyone on his own. He sends surrogates to fire people. He is inherently a coward). Even garden variety Narcissists use triangulation in schemes and manipulations. People are objects for manipulation. A large portion of society have a narcissistic style to their endeavors, this is quite difrerent from the Perniciousness of a true narcissist. (Ex: it's like the difference between having a cocktail on a holiday and being an alcoholic).</p>
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<p>The Danger in America's current circumstance; When exposed the MN will Burn down everything and everyone around him. DJT's statement "I fight back 100 times harder" is one true statement, however, his perspective on attack is psychotic and deluded. He has 73 years of believing his delusions. This is not a personality which can ever accept accountability, experience remorse, guilt or empathy and has NO developed moral code. He's not resigning or leaving the Oval Office under any circumstance beyond force. </p>
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<p>MN is the most UN-human of the disturbed personalities. They never developed a True Personality so they display a "falseSelf" very carefully constructed since childhood. They are aware they are unlike other human beings and do not possess an emotional spectrum or react appropriately. In order to present a mask and cover the slithering undeveloped self, they construct the "false Self". The easiest thing to Do is destroy the False Self by holding them accountable or exposing their Truth. Those are Dangerous times for the public or anyone around them. </p>
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<p>Our global society and it's problems have brought to light the Malignant Narcissist in analyzing some of the worst criminals and leaders of terrorist organizations in recent history. </p>
<p>**as a disclaimer. Psychiatry itself is a grey area for me, in that even my psych professors and many clinicians are not on-board with how psychoactive drugs are utilized, but the study and knowledgebase as guideline for cognitive behavioral therapy. Here we are with an MN in the White House.</p>
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<p>It has become nearly imperative for the general population to now understand this broken undeveloped Personality as we have now experienced it becoming seated in positions of global political power. Certainly they exist among plain folk. When they do not reach public positions of power and influence , their traits and behaviors are the same, only they are focused on the satellite group around them. One thing both successful and unsuccessful MNs have in common is a pure disdain for "the rest of humanity" in general. Everyone "else" is viewed as inferior (its best to read the book to fully understand).</p>
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<p>The manifestations of what was previously called "The Dark Triad" have also come to public attention in the last several decades. The term was coined when these 3 traits were found to exist across cases of the most vile, murderous psychopaths, dictators, tyrants, serials killers, and mass murderers in the world. There's a very fine line between them... as you will learn if you read the materials.</p>
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<p>The DJT analysis provides insight for those still attempting to untangle the web of personality deficits MAGA must have in order to remain intoxicated by this carnival barking pathological liar. </p>
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<p>The psychology behind MAGA is spoton in the analysis. I shared this today in a psych group and had 2 high profile clinicians ask how i found it and why they didn't know it was published. They were enthralled with it's accuracy. So, this is a Hit if you want to understand the mind behind the monster.</p>
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<p>There will BE no psych Eval on the psycho traitor in the WhiteHouse. There will be no test of fitness, no body of clinicians or experts deciding his Fitness. Dozens of psychiatrists weighed in in 2016, and their voices were silenced. We have no laws or regulations on candidates mental fitness to serve in public office. America, as i have Always said to friends who don't understand, IS literally a FETUS of a nation, just feeling it's way through it's first stages of life. We are in a world of trouble, because the Founding Fathers didn't anticipate the person holding the highest office would Not have American interests and adherance to policy and Constitutional law as his goals.</p>
<p>They didn't plan for a traitor or a psychopath. </p>
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<p>.I finally got a copy of the 2nd doc today, so sharing. ..sadly, Irony is 100% Dead.</p>
<p>I always have pictures or music with my writings so I gotta go with it.</p>
<p>THIS keeps proving true daily. <img src="https://www.snopes.com/tachyon/2013/08/mencken-1.jpg?resize=684,671" alt="Image result for someday america will elect common man quote" width="265" height="260"/></p>
<p>and some music for the occasion<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xxgRUyzgs0"></a></p>
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<p><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nsMUxdZGgWI" target="_blank" rel="noopener">This is not America</a></p>
<p><span style="font-size: 14pt;"><strong><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYOjWnS4cMY" target="_self">This IS</a></strong></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: 14pt;"><strong><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJS5sGkRQNw" target="_blank" rel="noopener">This is</a></strong></span></p>
<p><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-tWw9UsLwI" target="_blank" rel="noopener">THIS</a></p>
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<p>ciao...</p>
<p></p>Lara Croft and Terry (script link in line one)tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2020-06-10:2426069:BlogPost:1865852020-06-10T19:00:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
<p>(following a romantic scene where it appears she is finally able to TRUST him .and invites a passionate kiss. He turns on her and blows it with this shit) </p>
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<p><a href="https://www.scripts.com/script-pdf/12217" rel="noopener" target="_blank">Terry: So it's come to this, has it?</a></p>
<p>Well, you do have authorization to kill me. Better do it, then.</p>
<p>'Cause if you think standing in front of me is gonna be enough...</p>
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<p>You don't have it in you to stop…</p>
<p>(following a romantic scene where it appears she is finally able to TRUST him .and invites a passionate kiss. He turns on her and blows it with this shit) </p>
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<p><a href="https://www.scripts.com/script-pdf/12217" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Terry: So it's come to this, has it?</a></p>
<p>Well, you do have authorization to kill me. Better do it, then.</p>
<p>'Cause if you think standing in front of me is gonna be enough...</p>
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<p>You don't have it in you to stop me.</p>
<p>See, all your beliefs... ...all your ideals, they're not real.</p>
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<p>I am. And you've loved me.</p>
<p>You think you're strong, but you'll not choose them over me.</p>
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<p>lara (WHIMPERS)</p>
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<p>Terry - Now move.</p>
<p>Lara - No.</p>
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<p>Fine.</p>
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<p><em><strong>(GUNSHOT)</strong></em></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><em><b>Man, I wish the First Tomb Raider was more of an authentic hard-body like Alicia brought ... </b></em></p>
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<p> Fulfillment</p>
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<p> Chelsea bent down and used her thumb and middle finger to flick the beetle off the side of her beat up boot. ‘Beetle boots’ she thought to herself and chuckled. She remembered her mom saying it when sixteen year old Chelsea came home from the thrift store with pointy, black boots on proud…</p>
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<p> Chelsea bent down and used her thumb and middle finger to flick the beetle off the side of her beat up boot. ‘Beetle boots’ she thought to herself and chuckled. She remembered her mom saying it when sixteen year old Chelsea came home from the thrift store with pointy, black boots on proud display. Chelsea wore them twice, decided she’d like to be able walk if she lived to be thirty, and took them back to the thrift store. She traded them in for a pair of combat boots, the very ones she was currently wearing. Her mother’s voice in her head, ‘beetle boots’, seemed like something that could be from the Dead Sea scrolls. Eons in the past.<br/> Jordan emerged from the wreckage of a small transport truck, covered in ash and holding something up over his head as if he was trying to keep it above water.<br/> “Hey.” he said to Chelsea, a shiny, sneaky grin breaking out across his face.<br/> “Even in an apocalypse.” she said shaking her head, a smile spreading her lips.<br/> “ What?” Jordan asked in a way that implied he was trying to figure out whether he should feel wounded or not.<br/> “ How the fuck…” she began “…do you keep your teeth so white even in the middle of an apocalypse ?”</p>
<p>Jordan laughed. The sound of it startled him a bit. It had been at least three days since he had laughed. Before the final blow to humanity, culminating after years of a long, slow boil, he had still managed to laugh at least once a day. He very suddenly wanted a cigarette so he did what he always did when the urge descended upon him. He thought of their wedding day. The memory flooding his mouth with the taste of almond-buttercream perfection and champagne. Olfactory systems fully online. The smell of the flowers. The glow of Chelsea’s skin. The shine and bounce of her cascading locks, the little swirls of softness dancing on her shoulders. They had both managed to quit smoking one month before the wedding to accommodate the many attending family members who abhorred the smell of smoke.<br/> On the day of the wedding he smelled the flowers and the grass and the blue-sky air as he had never noticed before. And that kiss. That sacred kiss that sealed the deal. Her breath smelled like angels, vistas of hills and horizons like the ones that drove the masters mad as they tried to convey them to canvas. The taste of her, so clean and sweet, reminding him at the time, of a virgin mint julep.<br/> Not smoking was good. Of course once out of the throng of the congratulators, they lit up their first of what would amount to a pack and a half between them gone by morning. They managed to quit for good three years later, when Jordan had the pneumonia scare, and it had now been nine years clean for both of them.<br/> “ Whatcha’ got ?” Chelsea asked brightly, drawing his attention back to her and then to what was in his hand.<br/> “ Compass.” he answered while rubbing the scarred and cloudy plastic face of it with his thumb. <br/> “ Casing’s kinda’ melted but it still works.”<br/> “ Can I eat it? “ she asked with dead-pan sarcasm.<br/> “ No,“ he answered “ …but if we ever need to make a decision between a warm direction and a cold direction…” he trailed off, realizing that actually, it couldn’t help. Up was down and straight was sideways in the new frontier. He tossed the compass to the side of the road and Chelsea busted out laughing.<br/> “ I knew you’d get there, eventually.” she said.<br/> Jordan was amazed at how well she had adjusted and how quickly. She seemed genuinely happy, giddy almost, ever since nature lost her patience and brought out her big stick to spank humankind. Jordan was a little worried by Chelsea’s borderline-sunny and getting sunnier disposition. Chelsea had never struck him as an apocalypse fan-girl type but she was taking all of this very, very well. <br/> She stopped laughing and leaned towards him, hand out to gently lay it to his face.<br/> “ I’m hungry. we need something besides potato chips and canned green beans, some protein.” She kissed him lightly on the lips and he sniffed her not-so-wedding breath.<br/> “ Okay, and where do you propose we find protein ? “ he asked with a quick glance towards his crotch and an eyebrow waggle.<br/> “ Later, I promise,” she said “ but right now I want other-than-human meat.” She was pointing at something behind him. He turned to see an obviously abandoned, grubby, little house with a double-wide hutch at the side. The hutch contained a large, lethargic rabbit. Jordan’s heart leaped and sped up to double time. His mouth went dry, his hands went cold and a twisting sensation began in his gut, his phobia fully rising to the surface.<br/> “It’s okay.” said Chelsea, taking his face in her hands and turning it back to her own.<br/> “ I got this. Go take five. I’ll call you when it’s on the grill.” <br/> After some Lamaze-breathing, Jordan relaxed a little. Just a little.<br/> ‘rabbits are ALways planning something in their heads you just KNOW it’ he thought to himself. <br/> Chelsea walked off to do the deed. She took no pleasure in the job. She had needed to learn quickly to detach if they were going to survive. No one had enjoyed cow, pig or chicken meat for a very long time and folks had started getting creative months ago in their quests for protein. Hamsters, mice, even cockroaches had landed on American menus and were easily adopted after the truth came out about lab-grown meat, tanking the market for it except among a handful of sick-fuck connoisseurs.<br/> After a meal of rabbit and an hour of convincing each other that it would have been cruel to leave the animal to starve in it’s cage, they started down the road again. Chelsea was convinced they were very close to the outskirts of city-central. Plenty of mini-marts and smoke shops, probably every 2.4 kilometers, so close she could smell it, taste it. A spring developed in her step as they walked hand in hand. She was bouncing. When she started skipping and tugging at Jordan’s wrist enough to pull him off balance he pulled back at her.<br/> “ Hey, hey, hayyy, ” He said slowing to a stop. “ WHAT is UP with you ? Did you find some pharmaceuticals you wanna’ tell me about and, uh, SHARE?”<br/> Chelsea was laughing.<br/> “ I always feel great after a protein injection, you know that.” <br/> She engulfed his face in her hands and kissed him. When she pulled away he was laughing too. A funny, breathy laugh. He looked at her more seriously and she knew he needed words.<br/> “ I’m just glad we’re together.” she said.<br/> Jordan looked mostly relieved.<br/> “ Besides, we’re almost there. C’mon! “<br/> She took off skipping again towards what looked like a four lane road at the next bend. Jordan stood there looking baffled for a couple of seconds before taking off after her. She was already around the bend which was screened with high ever-green hedges so he couldn’t see her.<br/> “ Hurry !” He heard her yell from around the corner.<br/> When he came around the hedge she was standing on the sidewalk looking up at a storefront. Her arms were crossed and she was wearing a triumphant, full-teeth, face-cracking grin. He followed her gaze to the unlit, faux-neon sign above the marquee. Smoke Shop, it read. *click,click,click went the tumblers in his head, the combination to the lock, unravelling the confusion of the last few days. Jordan began to laugh deeply, then convulsively.<br/> The promise he made to Chelsea nine years ago came flooding back to him, when they’d both quit smoking for their health and made a pact with one caveat , insisted upon by Chelsea, that in the case of an actual apocalypse the pact could be broken on unanimous agreement or by Chelsea.</p>
<p> “ Find a brick Big-guy,” said Chelsea, “ Momma needs a butt.”</p>
<p>END</p>
<p>*********************************************************************************<br/> Any similarity to real-life events or living humans in this story are purely because we can only draw from stuff that’s already here, so sue me. Seriously, I’d like to have your autographs on the court papers for my wall or to sell on e-bay next time my car breaks down.</p>
<p>Dedicated to humans that make living on this planet more tolerable, including but certainly not limited to Chelsea Peretti, Jordan Peele and as always, Stephen King. Special thanks to my son Danny for reminding me that I like to write.</p>
<p></p>I don't know if anyone out there will see this, but maybe those that do will find it interesting.tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2019-10-26:2426069:BlogPost:1852192019-10-26T03:21:55.000ZChighttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/Chig
<p>Here is a story about a web video hosting service we all once knew:</p>
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<p><a href="https://techpost.io/why-you-cant-compete-with-google-the-deplatforming-of-livevideo-com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">How Google had a hand in what happened:</a></p>
<p>Here is a story about a web video hosting service we all once knew:</p>
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<p><a href="https://techpost.io/why-you-cant-compete-with-google-the-deplatforming-of-livevideo-com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">How Google had a hand in what happened:</a></p>Solving the WATER crisis in Nevada/Arizona/CA-UNLV Potable water engineering -my cousin's sontag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2019-07-16:2426069:BlogPost:1844952019-07-16T19:00:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
<p>the Environmental Engineer...</p>
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<p>Daniel is my cousin's son. She is older than I, and took care of ME when i was little. She had Danny as a teen and I remember helping her with him as a baby when I was a teenager. He was sort of raised by a community effort, of extended family members and his father's side chipping in. </p>
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<p>On all my visits to AZ through the years, observing all the development, I always wondered HOW they could keep up with growing infrastructure and…</p>
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<p>Daniel is my cousin's son. She is older than I, and took care of ME when i was little. She had Danny as a teen and I remember helping her with him as a baby when I was a teenager. He was sort of raised by a community effort, of extended family members and his father's side chipping in. </p>
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<p>On all my visits to AZ through the years, observing all the development, I always wondered HOW they could keep up with growing infrastructure and the drain of people insisting on having LAWNS in the dessert. Well, Daniel was paying attention all his life growing up there and became an engineer.</p>
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<p>I recently just learned he moved to Vegas and here is why... He's on the UNLV research staff solving the Potable Water dilemma. - <span>UNLV Department of Civil & Environmental Engineering and Construction</span></p>
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<p>the eww of water reclamation...</p>
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<p>I do not speak to my mother's side of the family. They are all her sisters to whom she has spread lies and rumors all my life, once she realized she had failed miserably as a parent. In doctors' offices, my mother got informed she was doing me wrong by not seeking treatment. She was given rough diagnoses and told her child needs medical attention but ignored all of it. She chose to preemptively LIE so she wouldn't be held accountable by family.</p>
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<p>I subsequently was treated as if I was being a hypochondriac, dying in kidney pain, crying, unable to breathe with asthma around animals, and was given no medication and no healthcare. As I grew old enough to have a job, I paid for my own doctor visit, allergy and asthma medicine and my mother was then confronted again by adults. She responded with rage and banished them as well. I can't imagine a family that does not want to CELEBRATE the accomplishments of their children or grandchildren, but that is who my mother became. </p>
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<p>My mother and her sisters became CRAZY evangelical Christians...this drove me away early even before I left home as a teen. However, it seems to have morphed several times into different versions of itself but they are ALL still deluded. What blows my mind is, anyone who succeeds, goes to college or becomes a professional, gets ignored or disowned in some way. They don't relate and have a sour attitude about anyone with an education. They will mock you , call you arrogant, and claim you are betraying your "god" by studying science...not even kidding. You can understand why i have NOTHING to do with these people. </p>
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<p>is busy spreading propaganda on the web with their heads firmly planted in their anuses...while this guy is doing the work that keeps the cogs turning..... that IS the way it works now, isn't It</p>
<p>many of us are just waiting for a large portion of the generation with the selfish gene to just die off so we can keep going with some REAL goals rooted in reality.</p>
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<p>I seem to be the only one who recognized his work. go DAN... </p>Don't F with My Freedomtag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2019-07-04:2426069:BlogPost:1841782019-07-04T21:30:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
<p> (Mob Nephew Blog is Now up on a blogsite) - the other Cheaterific Files blogs are "friends Only" to keep a copy in case I screw up editing on the blogsite. -- 2 New missions have just come my way, so writing is on the backburner.</p>
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<p> "Dont F With My Freedom" will remain here </p>
<p>It's kind of a theme. don't fvck with my children, don't fvck with my property, don't fvck with my freedom, don't fvck with my grades, don't fvck with my civil rights, don't fvck with my body and…</p>
<p> (Mob Nephew Blog is Now up on a blogsite) - the other Cheaterific Files blogs are "friends Only" to keep a copy in case I screw up editing on the blogsite. -- 2 New missions have just come my way, so writing is on the backburner.</p>
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<p> "Dont F With My Freedom" will remain here </p>
<p>It's kind of a theme. don't fvck with my children, don't fvck with my property, don't fvck with my freedom, don't fvck with my grades, don't fvck with my civil rights, don't fvck with my body and mind...It's a neverending battle for females in this fvcking world. I said we are coming, expect us. It's become inevitable for females to step up. Men held us back unwittingly in some ways because some of us were so busy fighting against the system to have BOTH children and a career, we didn't have TIME to even sleep much less get in the streets protesting. They Counted ON it, the system is designed that way. Survival keeps people from pushing back. that IS actually part of the philosophy of keeping the bees busy making honey. No honey..No mas.</p>
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<p>Some men have made it impossible for other men to make excuses for them anymore, and everyone's going to have to accept female leadership in the wake of the global debacle we find ourselves in. </p>
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<p><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><em><strong>"come on Little Lady, give us a smile".</strong></em></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><em><strong>No, I ain't got nothing to smile about. <span>I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for</span></strong></em></span><br/><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><em><strong><span>A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing .....</span></strong></em></span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><em><strong>I'm tired and I'm angry, but somebody Should be.</strong></em></span> " - <em><strong>Halsey </strong></em></p>
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<p><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><strong>Halsey; that reminds me, --New Jersey Celebs:</strong></span></p>
<p>NY and NJ are birthplaces of so many artists and entertainers, it is not unusual to watch people you know get discovered. Also not unusual to meet celebs regularly or be on the same paths of their daily lives, so there is a respect for their privacy and peace. (and these are stories for another blog). </p>
<p>Little Ashley Frangipane from 4H Camp making it after blowing minds under a little outdoor theater stage wooden roof--makes my heart SING. <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56WBK4ZK_cw" target="_blank" rel="noopener">The Video for "Eastside"</a> features clips from camp for her biographical part of the song. Little clips of "the infamous lake", brokedown bathrooms and old cabins. 4H University Coop Camp is an authentic outdoor character building social experience, where kids can grow UP together and discover WHO they are. Life is LIKE that. </p>
<p> I love when women Make it. Halsey is taking alot of risks, being true to herself, honest about her mental health issues which don't make her any LESS than..and this is a big part of driving the Women's Rights movement we have been FORCED to ReBOOT . I am grateful for this generation. They are my students literally. When you get them in front of you and tell them how important it is to understand their rights and that NOTHING is guaranteed, you get THIS. These girls becoming women, KNOW our rights are under attack and they have the power to hold onto them and demand MORe.</p>
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<p>I Love Women. In the words of<a href="https://www.huffpost.com/entry/megan-rapinoe-i-deserve-this-ashlyn-harris-womens-soccer_n_5d26016de4b0583e482a870a" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Megan Rapinoe... " I Deserve This, All of it"</a></p>
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<p>Freshman year of college , I was dating a guy for about a year and a half. By end of spring semester it ended abruptly one breezy warm night.</p>
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<p>I worked full-time and was in school full-time so we could only see each other mainly weekends. I was great with that because I didn't really WANT a boyfriend while in college. He was older and very protective. I really was focused on school and work. Some days I had evening classes and one week night i got out a little early. To my…</p>
<p>Freshman year of college , I was dating a guy for about a year and a half. By end of spring semester it ended abruptly one breezy warm night.</p>
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<p>I worked full-time and was in school full-time so we could only see each other mainly weekends. I was great with that because I didn't really WANT a boyfriend while in college. He was older and very protective. I really was focused on school and work. Some days I had evening classes and one week night i got out a little early. To my good fortune, the bucket car I owned with my best friend was driving well enough to make it across town.I took the the city bus home, changed to a cute summer outfit and surprised Him. We liked to go to Cafes in Little Italy during the week. Maybe we'd take the bike. Little red beast grinds over to his family's house, and I leave her under a waving Brooklyn tree two doors down. Ringing the front doorbell brings no one so I go around back. Only he and his brother have cars in the driveway. By the time I get around to the back door, I see through the back kitchen window, G and some girl running down the stairs from his room. His brother sitting at the table doing homework looks up at me like he is seeing Godzilla. It's On. All I can see is G waving his arms and yelling at the girl, then she bolts out the front door. I have no idea what she was wearing but it didn't appear to be ALL of her clothes, and he was shirtless. I recognized the girl. A skank from down the block his brother warned me about recently. This was no doubt in the works when I was warned. She was totally into him and hated me. She was really kind of gross looking. Don't know why she wasn't in school or working and looked 10 years older than her age. This girl always found a way to wander down the street when we were on the porch, trying to go talk to his mother. So this is what he does when I'm at school? That's fine. Downgrade to your own level, then. (She was probably Monday,Tues, Thursday) </p>
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<p>G Liked having a "nice girl", a "good girl". His family embraced and took good care of me, I really didn't have family. His mom and aunts really liked me and I'd be there often cooking with them and at their dress shop. They were very much like my Italian side of the family. I think this was alot of pressure for G. This would be bad with his family, probably more than with me, despite it was going to hurt. Being taken advantage of and lied to always hurts. They Liked their son with a "good girl", a college student training to be a teacher, with a good job...but I didn't make these choices.</p>
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<p>OKAY! it's ON. ---Once I looked at his brother's face, it was less than 2 seconds before I KNEW what i was going to do. No words, just action. Time stops and you can do so much in seconds when there is shock. I spun my little skirted self in a 180 , hopped down those 4 brick steps and headed further into the backyard. The detached shed had the doors swung open, a tarp lay on the ground in front of it right next to the bike. He owned two beautiful bikes; a Black and white Ninja with red trim and a Blue and Silver Suzuki. The Ninja was sitting all polished and glistening next to the tarp. On the tarp were partly open cans of wax, rubber glue and tools. No bueno. I wandered into the shed. By this time, less than 10 seconds had passed scanning this area and G's brother had his face smashed against the backdoor window wondering wtf is she doing. I disappeared into the darkness of the shed. Someone flipped the back light on. I yelled "THANKS" and waved my arm.</p>
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<p>There it was. A row of drippy paint cans with one brand new full can on top. Lord only knows who it belonged to. I grabbed the screwdriver and popped it open. Me and my pink skirt slid back out of the dark shed. I smiled at G's Brother and waved BIG. He didn't say a word, I knew he wouldn't stop me either. He always liked me; was probably hoping I'd make a trade; he was cute but too young. There was no yelling coming from the house now. No one came outside. Time stood still and now there was SILENCE.</p>
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<p>I walked over the tarp and stood in front of the Ninja we rode so often and decided. With the can just over the backseat I began my test pour, just to see if it would splash. Nah, it wasn't stirred so after the clear layer, a nice thick GALLON of white house paint easily slid down the back and I pulled it forward quickly to make sure there was enough to cover the whole bike. This paint was so thick, it took a while to reach the ground. DAMN, i wish there were cellphones back then, because if you're never gonna see someone again, this would have been a beautiful video.</p>
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<p>I dropped that can on the ground, thought better about kicking it because there wasn't a single splatter of white paint on my nice outfit. I waved to G's brother, who gave me a weak wave back with his mouth in an eek position. We both knew it was a goodbye but i would talk to him again in the future. G was walking circles in the living room waving arms, wiping his face and talking to himself. He never tried to come outside. As i walked the thin concrete driveway skimming carefully past parked cars in my pastel outfit, I heard the squeaky screen door finally open. Didn't look back, but heard G start running and i turned ... 'don't. Don't EVER come near me, my car or my house again. We're done'. Enjoy the skank.</p>
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<p>I walked up to the sidewalk got in the car, backed up a bit to see if he stayed out there, and there he was just STANDING over the bike with his arms crossed over his head. What are you gonna do? </p>
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<p>Black Ninja plus White Paint=Goodbye.</p>
<p>His mama was not happy, she even used to call to "see how I was". NOPE. No used parts, no scrubs, no skanks. Every mom wants the best for their son, but men make their own choices. I "saw" him a few times over the years. Never married. He owned a little store at one point and tried asking me out when i was engaged--to the first guy I knew I would never marry.</p>
<p> He still had that irresistible smile, really handsome and fit, but life is like that. Grab that brass ring when it passes because when you miss the boat, it's not coming back for you. you can't come back from some things without making a big effort. </p>
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<p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: 14pt;"><strong>**Relationship Blogs</strong> <span style="font-size: 10pt;">will be moved to their Own home where the focus will be human behavior, relationships, psychology, neuroscience stuff...and other musings. There's tons of writing that needs it's own space in order to finally get onto pages and off a harddrive. There may become a blank page here with or without a link when the blog is up. Hope these are insightful in some…</span></span></p>
<p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: 14pt;"><strong>**Relationship Blogs</strong> <span style="font-size: 10pt;">will be moved to their Own home where the focus will be human behavior, relationships, psychology, neuroscience stuff...and other musings. There's tons of writing that needs it's own space in order to finally get onto pages and off a harddrive. There may become a blank page here with or without a link when the blog is up. Hope these are insightful in some ways.</span></span></p>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 14pt;"><strong>Lets Tackle the Single Guy first: </strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><strong>Every single One of these is a Dealbreaker</strong></span></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"><strong>(the word he could be replaced with she in any circumstance)</strong></span></p>
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<ul>
<li>When a single guy has a "Days of the Week" schedule</li>
<li>You may find yourself being offered a "day" of the week and specific time of day</li>
<li>Sudden changes in behavior begin when a supplier becomes available</li>
<li>He may not stop until he gets caught and called out by one or the other, but will try again</li>
<li>May get sloppy after You have both professed your love-attempts to control or shame you into compliance</li>
<li>May suddenly decide you can only see him at 9AM on a Sunday, NO! BYEeeee</li>
<li>Or only at 2PM on a Friday, because well, other targets will be available at other times</li>
<li>Wed , Fri, Sunday - because he may have a schedule for sex.</li>
<li>Enlists a compassionate 3rd party as Triangulation tool- to either support elaborate lies, or plant seeds of alternate history stories in anticipation of a big exposure. </li>
<li>Exploits all people in his circle to aid in acquisition of supply and triangulation of friends/acquaintenances</li>
<li>No relationship is real, or two-way. Every one is chosen or enlisted to appropriate supply.</li>
<li>Tells so many lies, he loses track so will feign memory loss or rewrite history to claim things never happened, because his lies contradict each other</li>
<li>He will continue to carry on with two women well after being caught, he just creates a more elaborate plan</li>
<li>If you say no to a pathetic offer, he may assign that time to another supplier where he will carry on with the exact plans he made with you</li>
<li>Doesn't want to risk you ever calling or showing up when he's with another Day-because that's happened before</li>
<li>Believes he is "giving" you something by fitting you in, doesn't recognize "are you kidding me? "</li>
<li>When you say no or don't answer, he keeps asking anyway</li>
<li>May be oblivious but most probably, it's theater - he knows,just hoping to keep you strung along</li>
<li>You may be Sunday but that window of time is reserved because he has Plans "later" with another supplier</li>
<li>I actually KNOW a girl who just married a guy after playing the role of "Thursday" for YEARS</li>
<li>The whole family didn't even call her by her name, She was "Thursday" </li>
<li>The brother even greeted her at the door "Hey, Thursday is Here", she didn't blink, she was a doorknob</li>
<li>When the wedding was announced I had to ask "What's her real name again?" I only knew her as Thursday</li>
<li>Some women have no self esteem, other prospects, are desperate, homeless or this guy may be easily "convinced" of things no other man could be convinced of, so it may be mutual</li>
<li>May tell you he doesn't have a cell phone in the 21st century</li>
<li>Answers the phone during intimacy insisting it's his Mother - to your absolute shock and disgust</li>
<li>Doesn't understand why you stopped seeing him after that</li>
<li>Gaslights and starts a fight to change the subject or attempt to make you doubt your eyes</li>
<li>Tries to tell you there is no possible WAY he can call "mommy" BACK - you call bullshit, he gets angry</li>
<li>Dealbreaker- We make movies about this and there's hundreds of songs </li>
<li>He may even come Back later, looking for intimate time, after being with another supplier</li>
<li>You start him up, he goes over there and comes back for what he wants. He's a two-fer</li>
<li>No person cannot call someone Back at a more convenient time. If it's an emergency, they leave a message.</li>
<li>No normal person does this, It's girl and guy code lesson 1</li>
<li>Argue and he will gaslight you as if YOU must be jealous or insane to question his cruelty</li>
<li>He will never OWN it, no matter how many times you confront him, but later will rewrite history</li>
<li>They are expert history revisionists</li>
<li>He may answer another call and hang up on you, "technical difficulties" </li>
<li>Guy over 30 is trying to tell you his mother calls him on videochat, and not on a cellphone </li>
<li>May be with you trying not to pay attention to his dinging chat app - BYYYeeee</li>
<li>After a few repeated dings, he may suddenly need to go </li>
<li>may ask if you're good with sharing. Um,,,NO, -now he has to carry on with a PlanB</li>
<li>May get distracted by chatting other women while talking to you and spaces out- ask a question</li>
<li>He's in love but has no character, greedy and will chase anything if it becomes available</li>
<li>There is no "type" for this type of man, it's whatever will cooperate, No standards, No character</li>
<li>You may have periods of security in your relationship until another target is Activated-they recycle alot</li>
<li>May use the excuse of depression for disappearing acts when he gets into it Deep with another supplier</li>
<li>May Suddenly get interrupted during intense intimacy by texts and calls from another supplier</li>
<li>He doesn't know what to do, so he goes back to the most insane and unbelievable excuses you're ever heard- um BYeee</li>
<li>May be unstable or have several suppliers if his time Maxes out throughout your relationship.</li>
<li>He may go a max of 3 months before a meltdown and sudden gaslighting. It may repeat</li>
<li>Inconsistency is the only constant.</li>
<li>when he needs to hurt you and redirect being called out, he May begin a sudden attack on uncontrollable things- Like, "you have allergies" wtaf?</li>
<li>Will lie and omit so much, almost nothing about them is real. You may never really know who you are with.</li>
<li>When he feels trapped or exposed, he may accuse you of being suspicious or jealous. Disgust at deplorable behavior is not jealousy. </li>
<li>This "type: will play all possible chips to try to ensure "some kind" of outcome that benefits him</li>
<li>IF you check off one of these, you don't matter to this man, If you check off more than one He will never care about you more than he cares about getting what he wants</li>
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<p>These are all well documented behaviors which can also be found analyzed and reported on, from many professional sources. I could link all day, the number of sources is so monumentally long.</p>
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<p>Episode One...</p>
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<p>**k, the storm stopped, back outside then back to prepping tonight</p>Diddles' Meteor- 2006 QV89tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2019-06-26:2426069:BlogPost:1845452019-06-26T20:00:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
<div dir="ltr">2019 Meteor Strike postponement is the First Atheist's Prayer on record known to be answered. </div>
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<div dir="ltr">Going to Submit The Phrase "Telepathic rescheduling" to Urban Dictionary.</div>
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<div dir="ltr">Although these are weak results from “Wisher” for the planned Telepathic meteor strike<span>, this is evidentiary of a possible correlation between wishing everyone DEAD, and Needing a slight postponement. …</span></div>
<div dir="ltr">2019 Meteor Strike postponement is the First Atheist's Prayer on record known to be answered. </div>
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<div dir="ltr">Going to Submit The Phrase "Telepathic rescheduling" to Urban Dictionary.</div>
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<div dir="ltr">Although these are weak results from “Wisher” for the planned Telepathic meteor strike<span>, this is evidentiary of a possible correlation between wishing everyone DEAD, and Needing a slight postponement. </span></div>
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<div dir="ltr"><span>QV89 is most likely to pass Earth on Sept 9, 2019, but with a slight chance of impact 1/7000. It's tiny but it's something. This may point to the need for the “Wisher” to wish harder or perhaps more often to glean a more significant result.</span></div>
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<div dir="ltr">Nonetheless, Impressive first attempt! </div>
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<div dir="ltr">***seeing that it's 2 days before the date that gets me sick and i have to hide my emotions every year now, is a bit unnerving. I have written about 911 dozens of times over the years and delete It immediately. --Im doing it again, Just did it. for Now, I pasted it into a blog thats friends only. countdown to how long before i erase the words again .</div>
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<div dir="ltr">Just pictures on a Wall, like in BSG. </div>
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<div dir="ltr">No point wishing everyone dead, Diddles, when the psychos are working hard to try to do that for you.</div>
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<div dir="ltr"><a href="https://www.livescience.com/65672-asteroid-could-hit-earth-in-september.html">https://www.livescience.com/65672-asteroid-could-hit-earth-in-september.html</a></div>
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<div dir="ltr">The Correlation coefficient formula can be used even when there is no data set but 2 or more variants.</div>
<div dir="ltr"><a href="https://www.khanacademy.org/math/ap-statistics/bivariate-data-ap/correlation-coefficient-r/v/calculating-correlation-coefficient-r">https://www.khanacademy.org/math/ap-statistics/bivariate-data-ap/correlation-coefficient-r/v/calculating-correlation-coefficient-r</a></div>
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<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>The Old Man and the Glasses</strong></p>
<p> </p>
<p>**camera looks up from the desk revealing An old man through the Eyes of a mouse, his companion through day and night in hisTiny Dark Kingdom)</p>
<p> </p>
<p>His face appears colossal against the darkness of the room- the light from a singular lamp illuminates his figure</p>
<p> Frail and thin, Face worn and haggard,Eyes beady and Small</p>
<p>They don’t open wide,…</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"></p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><strong>The Old Man and the Glasses</strong></p>
<p> </p>
<p>**camera looks up from the desk revealing An old man through the Eyes of a mouse, his companion through day and night in hisTiny Dark Kingdom)</p>
<p> </p>
<p>His face appears colossal against the darkness of the room- the light from a singular lamp illuminates his figure</p>
<p> Frail and thin, Face worn and haggard,Eyes beady and Small</p>
<p>They don’t open wide, yet they don’t squint either</p>
<p>Upon the desk lie a row of eye glasses, exactly the same, in shape, color and design</p>
<p>but Each with a Different Lens through which he May choose to look upon the world</p>
<p>The Variety Promises Endless Possibility; </p>
<p>So Much Freedom, a World of options</p>
<p>but THIS choice will Serve Up what He desires most</p>
<p>A World without Complications</p>
<p>It's hard work to Filter Out all which doesn’t quite Fit the Categories, Lists, Calculations and Predilection</p>
<p>Every Man can choose how he sees the world…The Old Man Chooses the same every single Time,No Room for Surprises</p>
<p> </p>
<p>Sun shining brightly through paper-thin drapes</p>
<p>Grungy windows struggling to blur out the Blazing Yellow Orb</p>
<p>Awakened from his fantasies, He reluctantly begins the day</p>
<p>Rituals Await; One Two Three, One Two Three</p>
<p>First he Must cover his eyes with the lens of his choice</p>
<p>He looks to the side as If hoping when he looks back something may change</p>
<p>On returning his gaze to the desktop, he grimaces at the contents</p>
<p>Hands shaking, a fragile arm extends listlessly as fingertips form a claw to acquire their target</p>
<p> The Remaining Identical Pairs Lie in one neat row, Dust blanketing each lens</p>
<p>sun up to sundown, They Lie, unused and decrepit</p>
<p>Everyday he chooses , everyday the Same</p>
<p> </p>
<p>Swiping them up, he Methodically Molds them to fit across his face</p>
<p>Old and worn, a heavy film of grease across the lens</p>
<p>Upon each lens, a tiny pinhole is poked through</p>
<p>The lens is thick, impenetrable by light, it appears opaque except for the bore hole in the center</p>
<p>Splendid! This apparatus will allow him to see only the darkness</p>
<p>The Parts outside himself have to Fit, they must be perfect</p>
<p>Perfectly Crepuscular, absent Sound, Or light. No colors, Only Grey and Black</p>
<p>The Rules are Strict, Only those things he looks upon which suit his internal state are Allowed IN</p>
<p>Hours tick by as in a time-lapse film, No movement; just the sun setting through dirty windows</p>
<p>Light Rays moving across the floor</p>
<p>Seeing the world Through This Lens allows him to say each night in his prayers:</p>
<p> </p>
<p><strong>Yes, it is as I imagine, </strong><strong>It is all darkness</strong></p>
<p><strong>There is no light</strong></p>
<p><strong>If I can see no light, </strong><strong>There IS no light</strong></p>
<p><strong><em>Goodnight world</em></strong> …….. And he covers up with his ragged old blanket</p>
<p> </p>
<p>He awakens to screaming in the street outside his window</p>
<p>He rushes with enthusiasm to see</p>
<p>To see that his vision is real</p>
<p>More proof that the world is just full of wasteful wanton fools</p>
<p>The Unworthy, the valueless, oxygen stealers</p>
<p>As he gazes down to the street below</p>
<p>The scent of baking bread cannot help but be swept up into his nostrils</p>
<p>They dilate and his pupils momentarily open wide</p>
<p>His eyes open wide in response, Damn reflexes</p>
<p>MEH. He recalls his mother serving the most delicious meals with bread fresh from the oven</p>
<p>Walking the streets and smelling the baking in the mornings when he was younger</p>
<p>Watching people smile as they enjoyed bread and foods together</p>
<p>MEH, he ejects these thoughts from his mind and continues searching for the origin of that scream</p>
<p> </p>
<p>He scans the sidewalk and finally sees there are two people</p>
<p>Pulling and pushing at one another, they are pulling at a bag slung over the shoulder of another woman</p>
<p>They stop pulling and the woman seizes back on her heels</p>
<p>“alright, you can carry it for me, I don’t know why you insist on helping, I can do it myself’</p>
<p>This raucous, the result of a benign good deed</p>
<p>An interaction between strangers, No real alarm</p>
<p>Hummppfttt he Groans </p>
<p>Idiots, all of them</p>
<p>He laments missing that one defining event to start his miserable day</p>
<p>Damn. Maybe he’d find it in the news</p>
<p>He reaches out to the bottom of his doorstep where the paper usually lies</p>
<p>Every morning, right on time, it hits the door to announce</p>
<p>Wake up, it’s a new day to be miserable</p>
<p>He awaits the smell of that ink and paper</p>
<p>It brings him what he needs every morning, the bad news, stories of loss and chaos</p>
<p>He’d choose that over the smell of brewing coffee or a lover’s warm shoulder any day</p>
<p>People, they’re all useless, Too Needy, Too much Trouble</p>
<p>The paper is wet today. It’s been raining but the flowers love it so well, they are open Wide</p>
<p>Painting the morning fog with Color</p>
<p>To gaze upon them, inhaling the beauty and variety, the eye is unable to distinguish their borders</p>
<p>Bushes Trees and Flowering plants, colors so vivid, they seem to blend...</p>
<p><strong><em>Oh for fucks sake, NO need for this</em></strong></p>
<p>He reaches for those lens’s</p>
<p>They keep him from a headache; Thinking</p>
<p>Thinking about whether things are right or wrong</p>
<p>Good or bad</p>
<p>Worth his time or not</p>
<p>He must see only darkness</p>
<p>There must be sameness and oneness with his sorrows</p>
<p> </p>
<p>He tries time after time to write down his sorrows in a book</p>
<p>On a paper</p>
<p>In pictorials</p>
<p>Every time he tries, he gets to starting then remembers the smell of baking cookies</p>
<p>...And gets to stopping</p>
<p> </p>
<p>Pondering the fairytales of his childhood</p>
<p>He shouts “ All lies, all lies”</p>
<p> </p>
<p>They knock on his door</p>
<p>They ring his bell</p>
<p>His phone and the messages just keep coming</p>
<p>The People just won’t let him be..He must push them away</p>
<p>Let me be in my silence</p>
<p>Life is too long, he laments</p>
<p> </p>
<p>They are not worth it</p>
<p>They will only bring you pain</p>
<p>People</p>
<p>Thorns in your side, Grinds in your coffee cup, Holes in your socks</p>
<p>Meh</p>
<p> </p>
<p>And He gets On with getting on with Nothing , Each New Day</p>
<p>Wrinkles growing deeper, time boring into his skin, as if searching for a warm undercoating</p>
<p>The Hair Recedes </p>
<p>Signs of time apparent only on the living flesh and in the Dust……the dust Upon everything in his Tiny Dark Kingdom</p>
<p>The Dust of Ages</p>
<p>The Kingdom Of Nothing</p>
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<p> </p>
<p> </p>
<p> a Poem from 2012 ( i got tons, but, never post them), Mainly because most are romantic or erotic metaphoric musings . fun to Write, never to post.</p>
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<p><strong><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aV9yVbe5iFo">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aV9yVbe5iFo</a></strong></p>
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<p>In the search for a spark of hope. This weekend's Mission turned up a few.</p>
<p><em><strong>1. Greta Van Fleet</strong></em>- giving Rock CPR just when it seemed it might just sink into Music History: (yes, they sound exactly like Zep-BUT I see the potential for morphing into a 21st Century phenom)</p>
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<p>In the search for a spark of hope. This weekend's Mission turned up a few.</p>
<p><em><strong>1. Greta Van Fleet</strong></em>- giving Rock CPR just when it seemed it might just sink into Music History: (yes, they sound exactly like Zep-BUT I see the potential for morphing into a 21st Century phenom)</p>
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<p><em><strong>2. Tash Sultana</strong></em> - Found her a while back, inspired by the fact she is a OneWoman Show. First song I fell for was <a href="https://soundcloud.com/tash-sultana/brainflower" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Brainflower</a> : Now she's producing much more layered music...I think this qualifies as HOPE in one tiny body.</p>
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<p>3. COBI- he's so damn good, I contacted this guy. WHy isn't he being promoted? He relies primarily on nature taking it's course with his music promoting itself-and he just finished a US tour.</p>
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<p>Don''t Cry for Me -Resistance Music</p>
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<p>this track is hauntingly Chicago-Like. </p>
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<p><em><strong>4. ZAK Abel -</strong></em> Most of his tracks are R&B and Pained Lovesongs but THIS is a Track for Change:</p>
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<p>** post ANY REsistance music you find on your travels ...ThisGirl needs a musical crutch</p>
<p>lets get THROUGH this Next Phase of Fighting to get Back America and work to make it something It was meant to be.</p>
<p>There's no Perfection, We are never going to GET there, but just like Life , it's the Journey, not the destination that counts. </p>
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<p>Happy MLK Day</p>
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<p>Here’s to a year in which we can laugh at the silliness we are while on our journeys. Here’s to finding light and being able to admit when we don’t possess all the answers. Here’s to recognizing the brevity of time we have and being able to utilize it in the most meaningful and fulfilling ways. Here is to being and doing all we hope and expect from others. Here’s to the rewarding of empathy and effort we see in each other with the same, even when we don’t see it in the same light. Here’s to…</p>
<p>Here’s to a year in which we can laugh at the silliness we are while on our journeys. Here’s to finding light and being able to admit when we don’t possess all the answers. Here’s to recognizing the brevity of time we have and being able to utilize it in the most meaningful and fulfilling ways. Here is to being and doing all we hope and expect from others. Here’s to the rewarding of empathy and effort we see in each other with the same, even when we don’t see it in the same light. Here’s to cherishing what we’ve lost, and recognizing what we still have before it’s gone. And here is to that New Years resolution which has value in that thing we recognize as our own shortcoming even if it can’t be kept. As everyone heads into New Years, stay safe and happy and connected to that which matters most. It is a honor to count you among those who have put up with my nonsense and read this late night musing. I may not be that better resolution minded individual in 2019, but I hope you can laugh along with me at my follies, and at your own.</p>Music for Libtards - Episode 1tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2018-11-14:2426069:BlogPost:1819212018-11-14T08:30:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
<p>** we can make this a series. If you're feeling inspired Post away. Personally , I haven't slept in months, and have been on a music fast, which KILLS ME. Time to reach BACK to where hope lives.</p>
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<p>Heres some from my childhood. This man's voice NEVER faltered. just WOW. I have watched this 2005 concert so many times for both passion and quality. …</p>
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<p>** we can make this a series. If you're feeling inspired Post away. Personally , I haven't slept in months, and have been on a music fast, which KILLS ME. Time to reach BACK to where hope lives.</p>
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<p>Heres some from my childhood. This man's voice NEVER faltered. just WOW. I have watched this 2005 concert so many times for both passion and quality. </p>
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<p>and HERE is what i consider the first Protest Song of the Hostile Takeover = Hozier's new album is inspired heavily by our current afflictions</p>
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<p>New artists discovered on a mission to Find Solace in these times of Destruction and Hostility pain and apathy.</p>
<p>IF you're looking for a few artists to explore</p>
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<li>Tash Sultana - ONE woman show, mixes , composes and performs the entire production. LIVE </li>
<li>COBI - an incredibly similar vocalist to Hozier but IMO, BETTER and more refined.</li>
<li>Chet Faker - been around a WHILE but keeps evolving. (TalkisCheap, Gold, DropTheGame)</li>
<li>Michael Kiwanunka - start with Love&Hate</li>
<li>Jacob Banks -any track at all</li>
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<p>the battle has just begun...</p>
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<p>Love from Libtardia</p>Hillary Blaze cousin(late Santo Napoli)NEXT albumtag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2018-11-14:2426069:BlogPost:1819192018-11-14T08:00:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
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<p>I remember there was a BEatles joke around the studio. joe paul sandy and jimmy..where's Ringo?</p>
<p>I remember this one! Very RUSH like, the WHO. and with his Bowie type sound, it was mindblowing SciFi…</p>
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<p>I remember there was a BEatles joke around the studio. joe paul sandy and jimmy..where's Ringo?</p>
<p>I remember this one! Very RUSH like, the WHO. and with his Bowie type sound, it was mindblowing SciFi psych songs.</p>
<p>I didn't know these songs word for word, like I did with Paper Garden. Paper Garden was like a lucky charm, i played it so much it never left my head.</p>
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<p>So, someone filed a copyright complaint and PaperGarden is no longer on youtube. </p>
<p>I found Hillary Blaze searching for a way to buy PaperGarden. </p>
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<p>So here's Sandy looking all Ziggy Stardust on the cover and singing with that smexy voice I will NEVER forget, all OVER this album. Amazeballs, everyone I've ever known who has any musical talent, Evolves. this evolution is so interesting.</p>
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<p>the style is a complete turn to RockyHorror Picture show era, Bowie , sexy rock, away from the sitar and keyboards and onto more electric guitars and more trippy lyrics. </p>
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<p>I speak to my cousins on the Italian side alot now. It's amazing how I found 2 of them just in time to understand more about my kidney disease, but would have been great if we had been in touch years ago. Maybe Sandy would have known more and been able to get treatment. Genetic testing has revealed a connective tissue defect -and each of us is effected differently. This is why knowing your heritage is important not only to understand your tribe but for health reasons.</p>
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<p>so, heres another visit to Sandy's Music collection, </p>
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<p>Sandy was one of my heroes. Was more of an uncle than a cousin .being an adult when I was born, he was a mentor.</p>
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<p>love you Sandy</p>
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<p>"Oh yes, I love you All" - Sandy Michael Napoli ..His lyrics. I'm now deadset on saving the money to Order a remastered copy of both Paper Garden and Hillary Blaze </p>
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<p>Rest In peace, Beautiful Man. A heart of an artist is always gentle and strong at the same time.</p>
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<p>Adore'</p>Island Life and Broken Hearts on the Mendtag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2018-08-20:2426069:BlogPost:1807052018-08-20T12:23:38.000ZDana (scribblers sanctuary)https://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/Dana
<p>Hello Arkians and greatly missed friends.</p>
<p>Much has happened in the last bit, heh? For those of you that haven't heard, Mr. Scribbler and I were hit by a drunk driver on May 28, 2016. My beloved and best friend did not survive the accident and I have spent the last 2 years. 2 months and 3 weeks figuring out the rest of my life and healing; both physically and emotionally.</p>
<p>I'll spare you the details and tell you what's going on at the moment. I have become quite the scuba diver…</p>
<p>Hello Arkians and greatly missed friends.</p>
<p>Much has happened in the last bit, heh? For those of you that haven't heard, Mr. Scribbler and I were hit by a drunk driver on May 28, 2016. My beloved and best friend did not survive the accident and I have spent the last 2 years. 2 months and 3 weeks figuring out the rest of my life and healing; both physically and emotionally.</p>
<p>I'll spare you the details and tell you what's going on at the moment. I have become quite the scuba diver (yay!) Turns out, I must have been a mermaid in a previous life. They call me the fish whisperer because the fish just come right to me. I've always been a water lover but never had the opportunity to dive. It's magical and I could bore you for hours once I get blathering on about it. (but I won't. You are WELcome!)</p>
<p>I also moved. Our plan was to move back to Texas and we were in planning mode at the time of the accident. I discovered that I really couldn't stay in that house any longer, living alone in a life built for two, so I accelerated my efforts. I went down to Galveston Island to look at houses and/or boats to live on and a friend made me promise not to buy anything just yet.</p>
<p>I am now living on the island of Roatan. It's the largest and one of 3 islands off the coast of Honduras. And it is paradise. The diving here is amazing. We have the pleasure of being part of the Mesoamerican reef system which is second in size only to the Great Barrier Reef, which I visited and spread some of Mr. Scribber's ashes in March of 2017. We had been planning a trip there for some time.</p>
<p>Anyway, my island and diving has turned out to be my best physical and emotional therapy. Moving here didn't allow me to leave my shit behind, or instantly make everything perfect. But I have found peace here. Change can be scary and stressful, but missed opportunities are infinitely worse.</p>
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<p>I hope this finds everyone well, happy and living life as they choose in their own paradise. </p>Happy 4th of July to the American Ark members.tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2018-07-04:2426069:BlogPost:1799592018-07-04T17:19:48.000ZChighttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/Chig
<p>Please remember to be sensitive to those in other countries who may not celebrate the American holiday.</p>
<p>Thank you,</p>
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<p>Please remember to be sensitive to those in other countries who may not celebrate the American holiday.</p>
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<p><br></br> First World Problems<br></br> - BlancheNoE</p>
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<p> I’m here to talk about a very serious medical issue that effects thousands, possibly millions of married couples worldwide. I call it Jealous Colon. That’s right, I’m going to go there. I am of an age that I am allowed, if not expected to talk of such things.<br></br> …</p>
<p><br/> First World Problems<br/> - BlancheNoE</p>
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<p> I’m here to talk about a very serious medical issue that effects thousands, possibly millions of married couples worldwide. I call it Jealous Colon. That’s right, I’m going to go there. I am of an age that I am allowed, if not expected to talk of such things.<br/> It happened in slow and sneaky fashion, such that I don’t remember how it turned from occurring once or twice a month to being a nearly daily part of my morning constitutional.<br/> I awake half blind, stumble to the coffee maker and set that up and then head for the bathroom. Thanks in large part to Nature’s Path Smart Bran and Squatty Potty I exit the bathroom feeling fully evacuated. As I ready myself for work I hear my husband’s first stirrings. As I’m priming my travel mug with hot water I hear his steps as he moves down the hall to the bathroom, closes the door and then the trigger : The ceramic “tick” sound of the toilet seat back hitting the tank when my husband lifts the lid of our one and only toilet. The first twinge strikes me deep in my gut. Even though it happens daily, I still marvel to myself each time at the impossibility that I’d need to go again after fully evacuating 15 minutes earlier. <br/> As the micro-seconds tick by I am clenching and concentrating on holding it in so as not to rush my husband with his own morning constitutional. He knows without fail that as soon as he finishes toweling his face and opens the door, he will find me standing on the other side with my eyes popping out and he will turn sideways to let me rush past him.<br/> On Saturdays he sleeps late and I never have to poop twice.</p>
<p> I am not proud of this affliction and never thought of myself as the jealous type. Please do your part to raise awareness of this global-wide threat to marriage. <br/> <br/> On second thought, we have much bigger problems so never mind.</p>On mourning a public figuretag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2018-01-02:2426069:BlogPost:1798202018-01-02T04:00:00.000ZNatureJunkiehttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/Robin
<p>It’s an odd thing to mourn the passing of a public figure. I’m not referring to the “saddened to learn of their passing” kind of sentiment, but the kicked-in-the-gut misery of grief that’s usually reserved for the loss of those we knew and loved. It seems somehow inappropriate to truly grieve for people we didn’t know—but knew of. There really isn’t a name for this variety of grief nor any social convention for comforting those experiencing it.</p>
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<p>It’s an odd thing to mourn the passing of a public figure. I’m not referring to the “saddened to learn of their passing” kind of sentiment, but the kicked-in-the-gut misery of grief that’s usually reserved for the loss of those we knew and loved. It seems somehow inappropriate to truly grieve for people we didn’t know—but knew of. There really isn’t a name for this variety of grief nor any social convention for comforting those experiencing it.</p>
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<p>I’ve been deeply mourning the loss of the writer Sue Grafton for the last four days. I have not grieved like this for the loss of a public figure since John Lennon died. In fact, John received a measure of grief in my heart that was equal to the grief I have experienced for personal friends. I grieved for a long time for him and I expect I will experience the same for Sue Grafton.</p>
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<p>Both of these artists touched me deeply. Many other artists have touched me deeply too, people whose passing saddened me. But John Lennon and Sue Grafton shared the capture of my perpetual interest in them—until each of them died, I was always looking forward to what they might do next, how they were going to touch me next. Both of them simply got better and better at what they did. Other artists have touched me only for a time in my life and then my interest moved on. John Lennon and Sue Grafton spoke to me each in their way and never stopped speaking until death interrupted them.</p>
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<p>John Lennon moved a whole generation of people and when he died, nearly everyone I knew was experiencing the same grief I was. It was a great balm to share that grief. But John Lennon became a public figure when fame was a more homogenized phenomenon. Literally every American my age knows of him. Since his time, fame has become more esoteric and as stratified as a point of bandwidth. Not all readers have heard of Sue Grafton, not even all mystery readers, even though she is considered a titan of the genre. To many people the mystery genre seems a trifling and superficial entertainment, even when compared to pop music, so to admit to anyone that my heart is aching because a mystery writer passed away sounds downright loopy.</p>
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<p>But here’s the ache of it: public figures touch other people’s lives, often in profound, direct, and personal ways. Sue Grafton, for instance, got to crawl around in my head for the last 35 years and plant characters and vistas and new insights in me. But with public figures, we non-public folks don’t touch them back, except in the indirect way of helping to provide their livelihood. It’s a one-way communication for which, when we’ve been profoundly moved, we can hardly provide thanks. There is a twisted loneliness inherent in that, the kind of loneliness that could be assuaged a bit by sharing one’s grief.</p>
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<p>If only admitting to such a grief weren’t so damned loopy.</p>What I Miss About Having a Dying Dogtag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2017-11-08:2426069:BlogPost:1787192017-11-08T03:03:37.000ZNatureJunkiehttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/Robin
<div class="text_exposed_root text_exposed" id="id_5a0272d15b6629671975944">1) Never worrying that spoiling him rotten with all of his favorite treats will be bad for him. <br></br> 2) Having someone to eat up all the cheese, cookies and ice cream in the house so that I won’t be tempted by them.<br></br> 3) Being able to say to him every morning, “I love waking up to your sweet, kind, beautiful face.” Because every extra morning with him was such a gi<span class="text_exposed_show">ft.<br></br> 4) Having a…</span></div>
<div id="id_5a0272d15b6629671975944" class="text_exposed_root text_exposed">1) Never worrying that spoiling him rotten with all of his favorite treats will be bad for him. <br/> 2) Having someone to eat up all the cheese, cookies and ice cream in the house so that I won’t be tempted by them.<br/> 3) Being able to say to him every morning, “I love waking up to your sweet, kind, beautiful face.” Because every extra morning with him was such a gi<span class="text_exposed_show">ft.<br/> 4) Having a bucket list of wonderful, fun things we did together.<br/> 5) Having a dog.<br/> <a target="_self" href="http://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/2230514028?profile=original"><img width="750" class="align-left" src="http://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/2230514028?profile=RESIZE_1024x1024" width="750"/></a><br/> Buddy savoring his last bowl of ice cream this morning. It was one of his favorites, Caramel Almond Crunch. But hell, today we should have gone for chocolate.</span></div>Homeward Through the Hazetag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2017-10-14:2426069:BlogPost:1777502017-10-14T02:35:59.000ZNatureJunkiehttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/Robin
<p>I live 70 miles south of where the fires are blazing in Sonoma County this week. Today I drove to a hillside a mile away from my house and took pictures of the air. The air quality is rated as dangerous. I will not take Buddy for a walk in it and he has cabin fever. I do too, now that I think of it.…</p>
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<p>I live 70 miles south of where the fires are blazing in Sonoma County this week. Today I drove to a hillside a mile away from my house and took pictures of the air. The air quality is rated as dangerous. I will not take Buddy for a walk in it and he has cabin fever. I do too, now that I think of it.</p>
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<p></p>Paper Garden -my cousin Santo Napoli's Beatlesque Bandtag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2017-09-12:2426069:BlogPost:1775832017-09-12T18:00:00.000ZThatGirlhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/ThatGirl891
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<p>Rest In Peace Sandy.</p>
<p>Tracks available in a playlist now that some idiot reported the full album for copyright infringement.</p>
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<p>He's 20 years older than I, so naturally I thought he was a rock god..I FOUND my cousin Sandy's Album I grew up listening to believing truly they were as special as The…</p>
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<p>Rest In Peace Sandy.</p>
<p>Tracks available in a playlist now that some idiot reported the full album for copyright infringement.</p>
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<p>He's 20 years older than I, so naturally I thought he was a rock god..I FOUND my cousin Sandy's Album I grew up listening to believing truly they were as special as The Beatles. My family doesn't speak to me anymore because my mom disconnected us. i started listening to this as a child when i found it in my dad's collection.This is a gift from the universe and hope you enjoy. I learned just a few years ago My cousin and another on the same estranged side share the same rare kidney disease I have, and he has just passed.Sandy is the lead singer, played keyboards, piano, citar guitar and any instrument he would be handed. HE ended up using his creativity to make prosthetics in the medical field. I worshiped him as a musician, sitting there with all these adults jamming and just knew i would never survive if i lost my hearing..music was so important.</p>
<p><br/> <span>I wish my family had not been split apart when my dad died, so I would have experienced first hand so much more that he accomplished. It is only through another cousin that I learned my genetic kidney disease effects two paternal cousins. This has helped 2 of us receive better treatment but Sandy lost his kidneys and then his life. He has a daughter who will surely miss her daddy. </span><a href="https://www.discogs.com/The-Paper-Garden-The-Paper-Garden-Presents/release/2398219">https://www.discogs.com/The-Paper-Garden-The-Paper-Garden-Presents/release/2398219<img src="https://cps-static.rovicorp.com/3/JPG_500/MI0002/644/MI0002644864.jpg?partner=allrovi.com" alt="Related image"/></a></p>
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<p>** i moved this from the video section realizing its an embed, and belongs in blogs</p>
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<p>Wondering if the pot was made for You.... (dance dance dance)</p>
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<p></p>A suspended member is asking why they were suspended.tag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2017-09-11:2426069:BlogPost:1775762017-09-11T02:09:09.000ZChighttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/Chig
<p>I think this was the same user from Vloggerheads named Phantom Vision, but I can't be sure. If anyone has knowledge as to what lead to a suspension on the Ark, please message me. It is a question asked to which I don't have an answer.</p>
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<p>I think this was the same user from Vloggerheads named Phantom Vision, but I can't be sure. If anyone has knowledge as to what lead to a suspension on the Ark, please message me. It is a question asked to which I don't have an answer.</p>
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<p></p>Here's Some Bonnietag:lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com,2017-07-19:2426069:BlogPost:1772192017-07-19T23:30:00.000ZBlancheNoEhttps://lovevideoplayhouse.ning.com/profile/BlancheNoE
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